Tuesday, July 5, 2022 ♥
hi ♥ 2:29 AM
Ola, since i have installed blogger on my phone i think i will be blogging more often.
So yesterday was lil brother birthday, we all went to have dinner. I had fun with Matthew, i miss how much we spend time together playing arcade.
After all this, we went to the wing outside marina square. So we took a few pictures cos we hardly have one. Hmm
Anw, today blog is about him, i miss matthew actually very badly. I miss the old us where we had fun together, jokes, laugh, loving, holding hand everything. But now mostly, own thing. Go out walk alone, on bed on our own phone when want to be loving kena scold. Im sad! Hais.
I wonder when will we be happy together again? Is he cheating on me bcos I told him what i did? Sometimes when he acts this way he cheats but idk, sometimes his words are not believing. Hmm
Im sorry but ya.
Matthew, i wish you know how deeply i love you. Deeply want to have a attention 24/7. Want to feel ur love. Haisss. I just miss you baby.
Oh, im over that guy for sure!
Alright i shall sleep, good night.
Monday, July 4, 2022 ♥
miss you ♥ 4:32 AM
Hey guys, i know im not supposed to blog about other guys but hmm, last month i got to know this guy and we chatted. Omg! I fall for him cos he makes me smile whenever he texted me. He make me have hope in my life to be happy again. But sadly, we had to stop contacting and he deleted his telegram just to not be attached with me as his a married guy. I cried for him for 4 days, yup! Well tbh , i known him only for 1week and he really make me feel a live, i have butterfly whenever i chat with him. His just different, i wanted to stop talking to him but he said goodbye first. Hmm, i miss you if u ever read this blog dear. The last msg that you send me i will always remember and will do it ok? Please find me again if u need me. Im always here! Hmm i cant stop thinking of him. Really want to bump into him one day bcos we stayed 20min away. Hais! I even try to find him in social but i just cant
Oh, if only matthew did not hurt me i wont fall for other guys right now. Baby! I miss you, and your always in my mind! Hmm nvm.
Sara i think you need to stop thinking of him and really remember that theres a reason we go separate ways. Oh, i even told matthew about this, i have no idea why his ok with it? I dont even know why his not mad. Hmm oh well.
I wish you will be in my dream when i m sleeping, and really wish that you cant forget me and install you telegram. Hmmm
Good night guys, i want sleep now. Love you baby 💖