hello earth .
just reach home from geylang .
well , today was my science paper 1&2 .
paper 1 can do but paper2 i anyhow do . hees .
well , after that went to tasha hse play pool .
but i wasnt myself . i was really weak maybe . hais .
after that go home get ready and meet mama at her work place .
faris called me and we talk . i told hym i miss having a bfy .
and i did cry . aww . but he cheer me up . hees .
then went to geylang jalan2 . then buke at the geylang serai pasar baru there .
finish eatting we go down saw ahcip , mael , mus and this guy taq ingat name sorry .
rindu drg rabak . haha . then jalan lagi saw ahboi and family . i terperanjat sey he salam my mom . wow ! haha . jalan lagi nmpk mirah . tapi taq dpt tegur pasal dier da jalan ngan kwn dier .
after that go home case da penat liao and now i m blogging . haha .
oh ya , yesterday i slept early then arnd 12 plus wan joker called me . i was lyke sape niek semua lah . haiyo . but theres one part kite gado . he bingit i call hym jantan . then he taq suke . nvm .
well , wan joker i call you jantan cos i was FUCKING bingit ! i dont noe tat you nvr go home so paisey uh i call you jantan and you noe that i was so worried abt you so much . but its no use cos you dont care pun . hais . WHAT A FRIEND ! okey lah . i m very sleepy . besok naq go out with my shayang . btw , wish i have somebody to be with me . hais .

here is the picture peeps .


first met. after work .








first day torn my place. haha . waiting for my family to sleep then he can go in my hse . hahaah . so sad . lame taw .


ein ex ; a gift from me to him . our 1 mth and his bdae .


candid . ayul bored so he take picture . only sabriena taw .


kena pakse amek gmbr . haha . lol !


mcm minahrep kanns ? haha .


ein ex; raye outing with his friend last year .







khacykz take 4


khacykz take 3


khacykz take 2


khacykz take 1




so sweet . aww.

hello peeps !
i m totally bored at home alone .
its raining outside . haiyo . well , maths paper 2 was abit hard .
yes , i can do its just that you have to understand it and remember the fomuler(sorry klau salah spell . taq tau uh) after maths went to jurong west due of tasha and neesah naq buat rambot naq tgk brape dollar .
and then go home and clean the hse jap and now i m bloging . well , tmr is my second last paper . yeah baby ! oh ya , yesterday went to JB buke there . after that go pandan mama buy jeans for me and both of my brother . then i teman mama go pasar she go buy meat . and guess what i saw ? i saw cow head i was lyke WTH uh . if i cant sleep mama you watch out ehk . hees . ohh ya , the mat malaysia all GATAL sia ! eeww !! i kena kacau with them . F**k you ! taq ley maki puase . hees . okey i will upload the pic which i da janji you all . love you guyss . (:

i will upload the picture tmr . busy now . have to study . bye .
peeps i m going to stop soon . love ya .
:)

hello reader .
i m using brother lappy . haha . sister using another lappy lah .
well , i have to re-type . i type finish and lupe naq save . so have to re-type .
sad siot ! ): so what i was blogging ehk ? ohh . mainly i m chatting and webcaming
with khacykz . case we both da mendak rabak . haha . oh ya , i went to my bro 's lappy ddocument and saw all my memories picture with two of my ex . i will upload the pic yeah .
and this minah rep pic . haiyo . lawa siot . but all memories . cant go back . haha .
so today was my maths paper one ryte ? well , what can say its easy ? hard ? well , i think
its both . haah . bsk paper 2 . mesti susah . takott shazirah . oh ya , before i forget again .
early in the morning . wake up for sahur and eat then study for paper . then kakak wants to
sleep back . so i was studying then this lepas come beside me from no where . so i move
and told kakak got lepas . you noe what she did ? funny rabak .she jump off from
the bed and run outside . haha . lol . funny siak . padahal lepas tuh masih jauh sey . haha .
okey shazirah ngah lapar and bored niek . mama naq makan lah . issh shazirah were can say lyke
that . tahan shazirah tahan ! err . well , now is 1 pm . i have to wait lyke 6 hour ? wah so lame .
okey peeps i m doing some plans for my bday . sape naq tlg ? mehh! and ya , shazirah naq
go out this saturday naq maen pool kat mane2 then naq go town , marina and esp . sape naq ikot
niek . yokk ah enjoy b4 Nlevel . haiyo . ape2 text okey ppl . but i m sorry i cant reply cos mama
still haven top up my p8 . she making me more gyler . haha . okey lah . bye . i love you ppl . muah !




sorry blurr . tapi cool kan .


shazirah mcm fhm ! hahah .


hello lover.
finally i noe how to do the layout . haha . thanks neesah
for teaching me . so yesterday was my english paper and CPA.
its easy . i can do it. my CPA was at 11am . so got tyme to lpk .
we lpk for 2 hr lyke that . while lepak-ing we prank call ppl .
it was great and funny . haha . after that patah balek skola .
after CPA went to tasha hse . gerek siot . lps tuh kann .
kite maen pool . i win ! naq maen lagi uhk .
sape naq ikot shazirah maen pool this saturday ?
hees . so today was my ebs and malay LC . stress .
after that i go meet rafi which is tasha's friend . hais .
then now i m blogging . haha . okey . i m blank and dont noe
what to type . cos ngah lapar ! wah ! puase puase !
must tahan . haha . oh yar . sape boleh tolong shazirah top up kan hp .
pls . i m going crazy without prepaid babes ! haiyo .
okey today buke pizza . yeah ! naq go belajar .
besok maths siot ! sapp ! wish me luck man ! :)

hello .
alamak ! benci lah dgn blog .
i m not going blog that much
cos i m going b busy with my prelim and studies .
btw, i m still worried sick about wan joker .
he havent been calling me . where are you ?!
haiss . i hope ntg happen to you dear .
okey before i end here mama pun da bising .
i want to wish all my muslim friend selamat berpuase .
:)

well, english paper was easy but i just did it anyhow cos lazy lah .



hello people .
well , today i wasnt in the mood actually but i make a fake happy mood .
yesterday someone told me on friday he will go and fight well , my mood was hurt to hear that. today the whole day i just ate burger and fried rice . then otp then go to sleep .
i wasnt in the mood at all . masok class trs naq belajar but cnt cos thinking of smtg . sorry . exam start bsk siot ! wow . studying hard . wee .

well , to wan joker .
why ? a BIG WHY ! why must this happen to you wan joker ? its killing me . wan , i just dont want to lose someone that i love so much . pls . your my friend and your in my life now . pls dont hurt my heart . Mostly , how about lala ? ur gf ? sape naq jage dier if anything happen ? your brothers ? ya ryte . she wont feel the same way how you treat her okey ? what if she gets to know this case ? she will be crying very badly then me . she will get more hurt then me . hais . pls think . must you go ? think wan . someone loves you and care about you . biar ape tuh budak2 naq cakap .WHAT , they want to say you kental ? sial uh . if you think you are not then you are not . wan , follow ur heart say . not ur mind . think for others too. ingat ape akan jadi if you go what happen to ur love ones . how would they feel after the fight . you pls potong is a terok thing to do okey . your just 16 . pls you have a long life to go . pls . i just cant say much . bsk is my exam if i cant do it . i m sorry .
before anything happen think lah wan . allah kasih otak untuk pikir . i know you are not a bad person . people thinks that you are because you are showing it to them . so stop showing them ur bad person . pls this a favour from me and mayb lala wants it too . change and stop being a guy which doesnt have any life and love to fight . pls. allah suroh hidup bukan untuk gado lah wan pls . well , wan if you still go . just wanna wish . good luck . text me anything happen . if you dont have any p8 pls call my hse . thnks . its really urgent cos i really want to know what has happen . takecare dearest .
:(

hello .
okey i dont noe whats wrong with blog right now . well , who cares . lets talk about today . school was fun . laugh out loud alot of time yeah . very the kecoh . i did study and didnt went to sleep every lesson . after school went back home . and use the lap top
lyke normal . waited for kakak to reach home . an hour later shes back and we get ready and went to her bf 's hse and talk abt my baju raye . hees . well , this year my team colour is light purple . (: after that balek cpt2 on lap top trs chat ngan my new friend farhan . hees . well , his very nice , friendly guy . hello farhan . nice knowing you . hees . okeyokey .
korang naq tau taq ape kite ilang azman the answer ? sad thing siot .
i reject dier . haha ! member kene reject . sedih pah ! taq baek seyy shazirah niek . hees . well , what i told hym is i want to be single and i dont want to be in a relationship life . and we still can be friend . but he didnt reply me . too baad . yeah . well , i m still finding somone to go out with me next saturday just to buke luar with me and enjoy . hees . and lastly , i get to know when my Nlevel start and end . yeah baybeh ! it going to end on the 8 october ! wee. the next week pulak my bdae . whooo . haha. okey lah . have to end here. someone taq sabar naq bace . hees . smile always .

ps : my sayang , aisyah . i m proud for you . thats really great get A1 for your O's in MT . wow . only person in NA . thats really great . totally proud bby . (:


hello earth .
well , today i was late for school .
has to stand near the gate . wasnt feeling that well .
wanting to faint . tahan until i ask someone to tell the DP .
so he ask me to sit outside . ayid saw me he say muke kao pucat siot . mcm hantu sak .
i was lyke WTH UHK ! after that go to class .climb to fifth floor lyke always . pnt siot .
get to noe it was CPA so have to go down to third floor . buat pnt jer kan . haha .
after CPA go class . kacau2 org psl malas naq belajar . then go break after that teros start belajar . belajar maha belajar siot . bell rang run off to the busstop .
because someone coming . reach my blk find them . get to know they are not there .
called hym .ask where is he dgn confident siot ckp dier da smpi kat bawa blk dpt tau dier pat holland nye blk 4 near neesah place . so ask them to walk here meet them at blk 9 . went to 7-11 buy a big bottle of coke for them . kesian dorang . haha . so bring them to my crib . we chill and slack . yang paling sakit hati kan drg kacau aku . err . taqpe . its their day . kasih muke uhk . haha . arnd 5 plus they go home . so send them to the mrt takot sesat lagi lah kanns . hahaha ! after that reach home teros belajar . good girl kan shazirah . hees . prelim da dkt siot ! wan joker . is your place peaceful ? i naq go there naq belajar . can ? hees taqley taq pasal uhk . wow . azman just sound me .
sape naq tau kenape ask me personally why . its very personal . haiyo .
my bbygerlfriends ! tolong gue liao ! (:


sapp ! puase coming thhis saturday siott !
ehk , sape naq go out ngan shazirah next saturday ?
:)

ps : aku taqde mataeh okey . klau ade pun itu laki taq admit aku ppmn
dier lah . dier naq aku setakat buat pakai aku . 130809 is bullshit for me ! err !
FUCK OFF CB !

helllo world !
shazirah is back ! no more high fever ! yeah .
but masih mabok uhk . sad nyee . well , yesterday i cant sleep .
totally awake haiyo . get to sleep arnd 4 plus or 5 g2 . kecoh pe .
pikir kan pasal ape jer taw . hees .
well , i m fine with everyone . no more fight or stuff.
hanisah and me are okey . wan joker and me just friend not more .
he janji with me he will layan his mataeh no matter what happen .
and wont b too menggatal anymore .hees .
well , blog getting sucks eachday err . irritating .
b , i love you . hahah . sape terase bgs lah .hees
okey lah . somebody coming lah .naq mandi . haiyo .
2 days never mandi . smelly sia. lol . shh . diam !
okey lah . then naq mamam obat . oh ya prelim next friday siot !
mati sia . blom belajar . err ! taq pe . just wish me luck .
takecare .
:)

hello fellow .
i m still having high fever . hais .
5 day MC . so bored . so more prelim coming .
terok uhk . hees . okey lah idk what to blog .


to neesah ,
sayang , lets us drop this fight. aku mintak maaf okey .
i dont want to fight with you . thnks for the sounding me .
you really get me . neesah , went i return bck to sch i hope
everything is back to normal yeah . i love you .
:(


to wan joker ,
well , i m really stupid to fall in love with you .
you are right i fall for ur sweet talk mother fucker .
well wan , you da ade mataeh buat hal ade mataeh okey .
tlg jgn menggatal ngan ppm laen uhk . just get away from me lah .
remember wan krg da 9 mth taq kan you naq maen belakang ppm you kan .
nie name nye setia ? dalam mimpi lah . well , my bdae taq ya dtg okey .
do me some favour ah . i want you to b happy with ur gerl
and i want you to stop menggatal with other gerls . pls .

gosh !
i m sick . having high fever . its 38.1
so sad . hais . well, i miss wan . wish to meet hym .
dear , hows ur exam ? btw , da top up lom .
well, today school wasnt in the mood . after school went to tmn
neesah take her IC .haha . get to know i m not feeling well.
okey lah . no mood to blog . take care .
love you all . bsk da ley webcam ngan wan joker sayang
hees . bye .
:)

hey gfs ,
i like like wan joker.
i know he have a gf but his just different to me.
say whatever you guys want to say .
atleast he know what his doing .
well , if you guys dont like him .
i m sorry then . his my friend and i know whats going on btwn their relationship .
i mean dier ngan mataeh dier . well , i told hym tat i like him . so no worries .

dear wan joker ,
well , you know my feeling towards you ryte ? well , i hope you are okey wif it .
i never eat for the whole day just bcos of this thinking . well , i miss you so much .
i willing to go anywhere just to meet you . far or not . i dont give a fucking care about it ! btw , good luck for your prelim bsk . i love you dear . hais .

well , i have no mood right now . sorry . blog tmr then .
:(

hello .
happy holiday everyone !
well , firstly i want to say . me and sabriena are okey back .
we have really settle it until both of us cried . hees .

well , friday was the celebration of national day in school .
well, it was bored ! totally siak ! after the celebration went to eat at KFC after that we went to
jurong point . was fun lah . hees . then went home and study abit .

next day , was saturday .
went to ngaji lyke normal . after that meet abg at causeway point . and went of to JB .
okey taq naq cite pasal saturday sangat .

yesterday was sunday !
its NAATIONAL DAY !
wake up morning . get ready for org khawin .
b4 that we go bbtk meet my grandparent .
so auntie siap already so proceed to org khawin .
reach there saw my schmates . WTH ! HAHAH !
after that i waited for WAN JOKER msg . finally he text . so lame i wait .
then go bck to grandparents place and get ready cos my cloths was at there .
so i rush myself and went out . took a cab to the mrt .
so meet WAN JOKER at town . hees . i was late so i belanje hym double cheeseburger .
err. then went to far east meet the gerls at there . then go makan ! haha . lapar .
then saw aboi and peeps . meet eko and friends . gosh ! i miss them alot .
after that went to esp . was really pack . we find our way out like 2 hr i think .
its damm hot ! WAN JOKER meet his brother lurp dier . after that we went to marina
roof top . the gerls wants to go toilet so we went our own walk and meet them at the roof top .
so i was bingit so i meet them after the fireworks . so went to WAN JOKER . he hug me . aww .
no guy did that b4 when i watch fireworks . his so sweet . after that we meet the others .
and take pictures . hees . da taq naq panjang kan cite lah .
well , i did have fun . thnks to my sayang boy , WAN JOKER and his brother ady . hees .

will update soon .
after the national day yeah !
takecares lovers !
:)

hello.
well,good morning ppl . haha . now its 4 .30 AM . ERR !
shazirah dont noe how to sleep ehk ?haha .
well , actually i was sleeping but then i wake up at 2 plus .
try to sleep back but cant until now . err . i dont noe why .
okey . lets talk about yesterday . well , yesterday school was pernormal .
i did study due of PRELIM is COMING this 2 WEEK ! GOSH ! so , after school
went to vivo with sayangs . Tasha wants to buy her bbyboi something for his
birthday and 1 YEAR ANNI . after buying her stuff we went home trs cos
two of the gerl have to rush back . reach home call taufiq talk and talk
then mama text me . asking me naq jmpe taq so i say okey go jmpe kat mane ?
she say mit her at vivo . err . aru alek kene patah alek . but nvm . hees .
on my way there , SOMEONE msg me and asking me can she talk with me on the phone .
because she heard something about us . then i told her i m outside just text .
but she dont wants too .then i was so hot and i called her and shouted at her .
wah BINGIT abes . then she text me she asked whether i and her masih gado ke taq and we are okey ke taq ? i told her to ask herself . then she say we are okey . we have settle EVERYTHING . and the last part she asked me SUNDAY NAQ MIT KUL BRAPE ? wahwah !
tat part kakak shazirah da panas sekali . ohh . part nie semua cari aku ehk gerl ! thnks .
well gerl , i m not a tee for you to use okey . hello , aku ade PERASAAN lah . I M NOT YOUR DOLL TO PLAY WITH IT OKEY . YOU NEED HELP , YOU NEED FRIEND YOU GO WITH ME .
ehk sayang you ask ppl to get a life ryte ? how about saying that to urself too. GET A LIFE LAH ! da i dont want to post byk2 about this problem . well , back to the miting mama . meet mama . talk about this problem and went to eat . wah lapar gyler seyy tadi . after makan go TANGS . mama naq tgk beg utk raye . haha . mama tgk beg aku ngah gado .baek ehk . nvm . da biase org carik pasal kanns . after that we jalan here and there . then mama saw her fav shop so she tgk2 all the beg . i was looking at the baju . all baju like makcik2 nye siot . but i like one of this jacket . nice siot . haha . its cost $112 i think . shld b . so mama brought a beg cost $100plus . plus the member get free beg and other stuff for 20% so i took one of the beg its nice lah . its cost $60 . and the free beg tuh kan, the actual cost is $50 plus . haha . total was $200 plus . kecoh sia . mahal abes ! mama gue kaya babe ! hahah ! after that go home . talk on the phone with WAN JOKER ! b4 calling hym i was crying because of that person . i was really hurt okey . well , wan cheer me up . he really do . thnks so much . haha . gosh , cant wait to meet hym this sunday . wee . WAN JOKER ! jgn lupe taw tell ur gerl you going out with me . later dier nmpk ade jer dier pikir bkn2 . hees .okey . later i m miting my FATHER at 8pm . dier naq makan satay . kecoh pe ?! haiyo . i m bring sheerah and kecyk along to tmn . cos i never go out with my dad for so long .how long ehk ? arnd 12 years g2 hais . nvm . i want to buy alot of stuff . he own me alot of stuff . wakakaka ! well, i look forward this sunday ! cant wait bby ! i hope i enjoy it . okey shazirah naq mandi then naq go skola .
i love you all reader .
:)

hello .
first i want to say sorry to neesah honey .
i m really sorry taq dpt tmn . kakak kecoh lahh .
so yesterday was a busy day .
well , meet sabriena at 2 plus . went to bugis and start shisha-ing .
get off from there arnd 7 plus due to sabriena's NDP dinner so have to
patah alek ghim moh . then arnd 8 plus take mrt and mit mirah
and proceed to city hall . went to esp to meet dannyboy . but there is some problem.
so we just proceed to the next place which is marina to meet kak bel .
after that we go back to esp . then meet up with dannyboy and peeps .
seat near to the stage cos there is some performance so jyeah i watch it and enjoy it
due of the yishun boys buat kecoh . hees . do have fun . finally get to meet them .
but theres two person missing i think . hees . so sad .

well, today after madrasah went to study at jutong east library alone .
bring sabriena along but she cant make it . nvm . i m not mad at you .
after studying went to IMM . walk arnd . then i tot of fetching mama cos she just come back from batam
so went to vivo . when i reach there she told me shes not alighting at habourfront but at tanah merah .
but nvm . i took a bus home . but i did not went home . i seated at ulu pandan cc and continue study .
then mama called me ask me to meet her at cmwlth so yeah . i went there . and went to seng siong to buy stuff . then get a cab home . so now i m home blogging for you all to read .
so thats what i did for this two day .oh ya , bsk naq gy jb ngan mama . after sch . wee .
gfs raye naq pakai baju colour ape nie ? mama naq buy kain lah . :)

well , can i ask ?
does friend come and go ?
i m wondering . are my friends, my real true friends
or they are just using me ? :(

what i can see is when they need me they will find me
but when they are not in need they will just kept quite and treated me lyke i m no one to them .
well , i m wonder whether thats true or not . well , no one knows . we will find out soon jyeah . :(
well , takecare my lovely reader .
much love ,
shazirah hazzy .
:P