Saturday, April 25, 2015 ♥
♥ 12:56 PM
hi guys! since i m have nothing to do while waiting for mom to reach i shall blog then.
So a few more weeks to one year! I cant wait, my present gonna finish soon do a lil touch up here and there and i m done. hehe ! Okey today saturday gonna meet baby after this kenduri(gathering)
gonna have a nice date with baby after a fucked up fight i had with him yesterday. Tmr meeting him again for GTG soccer match at bedok and ManU match. Still dont know where can we watch it. I feel like going near by pub and watch but i see la where does matt wanna bring me too. Today going town after a long time. Almost 5 month we nvr go there together. I m glad baby trying is best to do smtg to his leg, his been drinking milk, walking in pool and wearing two shoes.Okey i m sorry for the short one as i have to go know will update again after our one year. much love!!
Tuesday, April 7, 2015 ♥
♥ 6:58 PM
Hey world/baby ,
I m soo happy today, wanna know why? I finally got a new job and i can never be worried about our one year celebration. Oh i just cant wait for that moment, how i wish i could tell you whats my plan but nehh i cant do that cos matt baby gonna read my blog. hehe! You know having those fucked up feeling really makes you very strong. I loving him more stronger than i ever been, i believe he really love me and never wanna let me go. I did told him that i wanna give up on this r/s, he was sad and he hug me. I m really sorry for thinking that way, i did not meant it boo. So tmr new day, got to wake up very early. hmm .. I wonder went can i do baby present, got to do it alrdy. I bet it will take about a month sia. I stress like hell!! Oh ya, just now i went to meet my father. YES! my father after a long time, meet him to get some cash as always and he owe me somemore. The fucked up thing is he dont remember when is my birthday. SAYYY WHATTTTT! how could him. And i could remember his sia. hahaa but whatever right. Oh ya, i forget about this date we had last last sat, ohh i had a fucking wonderful time with my matt baby. We watched home movie bcos i want to watch it badly as rihanna is in, its funny tho. Then we went to eat subway and went to this game place and we played xbox. It was superb la after a long time not having those date. Anywaayyyyyy... 11month is coming 6 more days and i looking so forward on the one year. Tbh, my best 1 year with someone i love acpt that fucked up accident he cause that make this r/s to more fight, over thinking, losing job, heartbreaking, hurt. Sorry!STILL LOVE YOU THO.. Okey, put aside this cacat boyfriend of mine. I wanna talk about my only bestfriend, we are doing great. I went to visit her last sat cos i was bored why? baby dont wanna meet me. His such a bitch! but he make it up by let me meet him on sunday. Ok back to her not him... Yea, we talk about her boys, as normal she talks alot and i was there feel awkward and just to hear what she say. Yea, thats all! hahaha. Actually i dont know what to blog anymore and baby is busy with movie dont wanna layan me when he knows im freaking bored. lol! kk i got to plan for our 1 year celebration. oh waitt i just remember!! Did i told you guys why i m doing this? Oh , the reason i did this 1 year thingy instead he doing it bcos i told baby that this is his 1st year so he can learn how to be a sweet romantic guy. hahaha! fake only la nvm say that la. I told him, ever since i with faris i dont get to this special moment with him bcos his lame. 24 HOURS with his bike so if we were to celebrate it will be with his friends cos y its his birthday too and his stupid. haha whatever but serious the reason i wanna do this is bcos i never have the chances to do this big surprise for someone i love and important to me and matt being the best boyfriend for this one year why not right? He deserve it. ok i think i shall do my other jobs now! Love you people and ofcos loving matty more ! and dont forget guyssssssss....
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