Hey reader, happy monday bluessss. hehe! So i m currently at work doing noting and eating ice. haha! FOREVER! I have so many to update here. hehe! Alright, firstly, i finally get to curl my hair and i look so pretty. I m really still not sure if baby likes it cos he never say i look beautiful or what he only say i ok only. lol! I cant post pic cos i havent take one that is nice. Next, our one year two month is coming next monday i cant wait to bring him to this place and we gonna celebrate it with his bitchy boys! boring hahah. So last sat we drink at mel hse and baby says everything that his been holding on, like finally after along time i waited but then i still feel like i m not good for him bcos whatever i say and make him like what.  oh well, talking about drinking also. last wed i met faris haiqal. When i meet him that night i dont know why the feeling of hating him is so real, but its good. Finally his out of the pic in my life. Never i want to know anything about him or contact him. Having my baby is enough, his much better. But i had so much fun time with baby on that night. Today, i m going out with my secondary friends. I dont know whose gonna be there, i really wish baby could follow cos i like to bring him everywhere i go out and he can know whose my friends are so if the next time he meet them he can talk to them or what so ever you know. Anyways, baby gonna finsih his driving by this month and i really cant wait for him to get a car so we can go adventure together without worrying about the last bus or train. hehe! So currently i have no place to stay today, so sad. We doing the bugs thingy again. I really hope theres no more sia like seriously its annoying as fuck.
Okey, i need to pay bills and get a new matters cos that matters is shit alrdy. Hari raya coming soon next week and i m wearing white this year. I just cant wait laa! But i cant meet baby that much cos need to clean up once the bug thingy is done, haha! Hope baby joining us this year raya. If only the cheque is in i can book a hotel for one day and stay there. Peaceful sia life!  Without family around me, enjoying the tv and big bed can ajak baby or aishah sleepover. haha! But its okey baby dont let also oh well. Okey i shall stop here la, do some filing and need to go to bank change my address cos mom keep reading my mails now adays really hate it. okey lastly, I love matthew so much! very much that he really mean too much to me..HAPPY ADVANCE ONE YEAR TWO MONTH SAYANG! FOREVER THE BEST !!!