Friday, February 25, 2011 ♥
i just still love you but i cant do anything .
you still scold me and keep saying we are nothing . hais .
i dont know what to do anymore . i keep crying all day long .
i really misses you badly , just have to meet you and gotta have a hug from you
so badlyy . remember your my someone special and i m still gonna wait for you
how long it takes . i just wish u can see that i really love you and even wanting to leave u .
nvm lahh . whatever it is bhyy , i love you badly and i m not gonna stop that . hais .
cryyyyyyyyingggggggg baddlyyyy :(
nvm lahh . whatever it is bhyy , i love you badly and i m not gonna stop that . hais .
cryyyyyyyyingggggggg baddlyyyy :(
Thursday, February 24, 2011 ♥
happy 1 year 5 month faris haiqal . i love you so much !
i m sorry for the misunderstanding . you know me i m very fast get jealous .
haha . actually shes very nice girl . hees . okey i m just here to post happy 1 year 5 mth sygg !
i love you badlyy . muahhhh !
Tuesday, February 22, 2011 ♥
i m hurt ! hurt so much !
whyy must he do this to me ?
i still love him and why is he doing this to me?
whyy must he do this to me ?
i still love him and why is he doing this to me?
after we broke up he start chatting , comment and add girl .
why can he get over me but why cant i ? i wonder if girls chat with him
and he told them that his single . thats hurting . cos i nvr called him my ex
and he told them that his single . thats hurting . cos i nvr called him my ex
or even saying i m single . i dont noe what to do anymore . you change password
so i wont get to log in ur fb but i wont be like u . i m going let u see that my words are true .
i just love you so much but the more i love you the more i m hurting .
deep in my heart i always cry for you . okey , i just chat with u and what i say is right
u told them that ur single . how hurting . i m here telling guys i m attach to u
but its okey . i have to bare with it right . we are just bestfriend so yeahh .
must acpt it what . okey lahh ehh . i dont know what say ahh . wait , last post which i just get to noe now he trying to balas baleq what i did to him . thank you so much to u . i dont believe u have the heart to do this to me . hais . nvm thenn thanks bhy . whatever your trying to do I STILL LOVE YOU AND STILL BE WAITING FOR YOU ! :'(
Monday, February 21, 2011 ♥
so today wake up early and went to school but i m still sleepy . :(
woke up and text faris haiqal . but he didn't reply so i just wait .
at sch theres anything , we didnt do anything cos internet was down .
after then went home, took my lappy and went to huda's house &
watch movie and do my school project . arnd 2 plus i called him and
he say his otw sch i was like you dah lambat taw . haiyo .
then i text him and his doing his project so dont kacau lor .
while i otw to interchange i saw auntie so followed her to lot one .
jalan2 lahh . then i check my time jer dah pukul 5 siol . so called him get to noe his otw home .
dapat text him jap jer then he never reply me . i did ask why are we not layan-ing eachother
like how we use too ? he say he dont understand and blank .
then i asked him , have he read my blog yet he said yeaah but boring . i was sad .
so now i want to take out my feeling and put it all here . i was just thinking , do he still have feeling on me ? cos i feel like we are not like how we are . like treating eachother like last time . hais . then whenever i asked want to meet me he will give me same reason which is see first how cos i m going to see my bike . hais . i just really wish his like the faris i knew . i really miss him so much . eventhough boys chat with me i said i m attach cos i dont want to find a replacement . cos faris haiqal , i love youu :(
like how we use too ? he say he dont understand and blank .
then i asked him , have he read my blog yet he said yeaah but boring . i was sad .
so now i want to take out my feeling and put it all here . i was just thinking , do he still have feeling on me ? cos i feel like we are not like how we are . like treating eachother like last time . hais . then whenever i asked want to meet me he will give me same reason which is see first how cos i m going to see my bike . hais . i just really wish his like the faris i knew . i really miss him so much . eventhough boys chat with me i said i m attach cos i dont want to find a replacement . cos faris haiqal , i love youu :(
i m still waiting for u faris haiqal :(
Labels: baby, please dont go .
Sunday, February 20, 2011 ♥
heyy , so yesterday i didnt post anything .
i was outside with friends . okey ? lets get started .
i hope he have read the last post . so after i type that
i hope he have read the last post . so after i type that
post he meet me and i get to noe why his so mad at me .
he was mad on me cos i ask a stupid random msg to his friend
that he like me or not . and faris and friends thinks that i like him and i want him.
that he like me or not . and faris and friends thinks that i like him and i want him.
actually , i didnt have any heart on him . and i dont want that kind of person which is 'matrep'
okey , so yesterday i went to the aiport to send the to girl , sadia and saida . i m going miss them .
so text him and he called me . he say he was sorry for scolding me . and now he percaye that i really love him and only him . so when the girls want to go in he asked me to give sadia his favorite girl a hug and kiss so i did it and wanted to cryy . hais . after all this i meet sabriena , rudyn and feeq . then sabriena and me go meet aishah and bdk2 countdown . blahblahblah we go home .
okey , so yesterday i went to the aiport to send the to girl , sadia and saida . i m going miss them .
so text him and he called me . he say he was sorry for scolding me . and now he percaye that i really love him and only him . so when the girls want to go in he asked me to give sadia his favorite girl a hug and kiss so i did it and wanted to cryy . hais . after all this i meet sabriena , rudyn and feeq . then sabriena and me go meet aishah and bdk2 countdown . blahblahblah we go home .
arnd 2 i cant sleep so i called him . and we talk very sweetly and i m touch by him . after putting down the fone he texts me 'i miss hugging u on the bed' i reply 'haha, me too sayang' then he did say he miss about us . then i reply blahblah. then he so sleep. the fact is , i really do miss him but i miss us more . and i really do love him so much . i nvr fall in love with a person this much . i did ask he yesterday he got think not of patching back with me ? he say yes , one day . i was so happy . hees . okey lah . i want to sleep lah . penat . last , faris haiqal , aku sayng kau dan hanya kau dihati ku . i willing to wait for u as long as it will be . :)
Friday, February 18, 2011 ♥
hey hey ,
i m back and i m going post more about faris haiqal
the greatest guy that i ever had . i really want to thank him so much
for the awesome memories that i had with him for 16 month . thats really long .
i m going miss you trucksload . i m sorry for the small and big fight that we always had .
eventhough is our both fault i will just acpt it that is all my fault . you asking me to move on
but when i post in fb you start to say this and that ? i dont understand . which one u want ?
me moving on or me staying with you ? you noe i cant move on bcos i really love you and i
dont want the memory to just leave like that . your the guy that i wanted . i noe u are the right one but ur are not showing me . i really love you , if there things that i can wish i would like to change ; it is turning bck when we are together happyly & staying together forever . after the big incident on shasha you change to someone that i dont noe. from there we start fighting all along . every night i cried just for you . i always ask mama for money so can spend it on u but not myself . after this broke up i never eat well . i fall a sick but i tahan . i cried more and my sch i getting kick out . my heart is broken into two . i just cant think right and now i feel like doing stupid thing which is killing myself . okey , if u read this faris . i really cant move on . i really cant . i really nid you . if u cant believe what i m saying than pls try too . ur the special person in my life . i really want get married with you but then we have broke up . lastly , i really love you faris haiqal . i really do and i say it with all my heart . and i m still going wait for u . do read it everyday cos i m going post most about u . i m sorry for what i did . i really am sorry . typing this with all my tears dropping . i love you faris . and all i want from you is for you to please come back and lets start all over again . as a friend also i dont mind atleast u dont leave me. :'(
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