Hey everyone, before i start HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!!  Never too late to wish right? So this is my first blog on 2016 hahah!  Okey lets talk about last year, 2015 was a good/bad year. Lets recalled what happen. I been attached with matthew for a year, i met his parents, matthew went into an accident, matthew cheated/lie towards me, I stop my job, matthew pass his car, got a new job, i m still jobless, give matthew best anniversary and birthday surprise, met his cousin from england. Thats most of it . The best and sad year of 2015, wishing all the bad things that had happen stay there and not repeat. May this year 2016 would be better. Now let me share what i did on new year eve then i have some sad things to share too. But first new year eve,  New year eve i went home from cck bcos had to took care of grandparents while kak fida family are away to KL. Went home lepak do nothing, just paint my nails and get ready. Went to mbs to meet matthew and wait for him to end work. His place was a mess, he was super busy and tired. After his work we went to maya's place cos he rent a car. Off to his house he get changed and i wait for him under his blk. It was raining and so cold where i wish we could just cuddle and not go to the plan. So i texted zack and told him we are otw to simei mrt. We get a cab and off to altaego, Yup, we went party on new year eve. We drink and dance all night long. I really had fun with them but more fun with baby. At 4 had to go bcos matthew and shahirah have to work in afew hours. I got the cab home first but then matthew waited until 6 and i feel so bad cos he could not rest. Oh well, thats how my new year eve was, fun and crazy. Loving that night! hehe. Like i said i have a sad things to share, wait, actually sad for matthew happy n sad for me haha!  Remember i say i overnight at matthew's house the other day and i had to go home on wed cos her mom coming back nope she did not went back home. She went to meet his ex instead, how could she do this to matthew's father, cheating behind him. I really pity matthew's dad and him. So they had a fight like normal marriage couple does and now his father has moved out to a condo and matthew is gonna follow him and yeah they are getting a divorce thats mean you what i m thinking, I have matthew my whole life. I can meet,stay, do whatever i want with him now, use our pic in dp ws and all. She cant stop matthew what he wants bcos matthew have his own life now. His old to think what he want, now in this situation on what matthew and dad having i m gonna be there for matthew. I will always be there for him no matter what. All i want is from him to be mine forever cos i dont want to lose him.  Okey done of this, so the bitchees and us plan to batam in two weeks time for a short trip as matthew cant take a long off and we go there just for massage. lol but ofcos after so long out of country again with baby. yay! hahaha! Alright la i shall stop now. Have a great year ahead guys! Everything gonna change big things a happening, Keep updating. Follow me!!