Hey guys,  currently I m at some lan game at simpang with matt and zack. Oh well boys will be playing their game and I m here doing nothing might as well I blog right? Sunday will be our 1 year 7 month, time pass really fast huh?  Today till 14 dec I will be sleeping over matt's place as his family is away to ipoh.  A long week with him but too bad  he wont be home always cos he have to work. hmm. Past this three day matt having his long off day and I really had a great  time with him. Went out with two couple, hibri and  hazzy, zack and shahirah. I really don't know what to blog but I m really trying to think of smtg. Oh alal and rima got engaged without inviting me, isn't  that sad you been friends for some years then they forget about you. Actually I just realize that all of them stay last time  bcos of faris not bcos they want to be my friends but whatever I don't really care cos having no friend is much better. Okey done talking  about friends.  Anw, countdown is coming I have book a hotel but I think I need to cancel it as I have no money for it. Work is not doing really well, I really need to find other job but I don't know what job. The reason I don't find job yet cos  of matt actually cos if  I work I wont get  to meet matt . What happen he off on weekdays and work on weekend how am I suppose to meet him right? hmm. To him its okey cos he don't mind not meeting me but I m too attached with my boyfriend ah. haiyaaa! I really need to stop having this attitude ah.  Oh well go on..
Last wed I went to ladies night with my girls, its been long I did not went club alone. Matthew was so mad at me bcos I still went when he say yes. He was actually testing me but stupid me I didn't realize until the next day I woke up. I didn't have much fun cos I was worried and feeling so bad what I have done to him and hurt him. But whatever it is I m really sorry tho. Okey I think I shall stop here cos this place is freaking cold and  I cant tahan alrdy. Anw as normal don't forget to follow me @ :