This few weeks i feel theres changes btwn matthew and myself. We aint that close, he start scolding and shouting to me without any reason. I felt that he pushed me away and never love me no more. I did not know whats my wrong towards him. What stopped him by not loving me anymore. when time comes i been catching him with things that i dont even wanna happen. His been sneaking out late night without me knowing, going party with friends, girls. Having so much affair with other girls. which i realize i been played by a guy who i was proud to call my boyfriend. Never i felt great to have someone who could love me and not played me once but its all wrong. I start going out late and drinking with friends again right after i found out and saw all the pictures. I really have no idea how many girls he has. I did everything that i could, being part of this real relationship. I was serious again, falling hard like i did before but it just happen again and again and it hit so hard that i could not believe it and just hate him so much. I really had to fake it that i knew nothing about it. After hearing things from alot of people things got more clear and i really lose my mind. I really dont want to be in the situation that i was before after my break up with faris. I dont want to happen again. But i m just wondering why me? Why all this happen to me but not other person? I m tired of heartbreaking and crying. From the day we were together we promised eachother and i told him that i could not go through another heartache but then his promises was also a lie. One day if you read this maybe after our break up just so you know, i have been truely loved you since the day i saw your tagged and every text i got i was so happy. You make me feel love again but at the same time you keep breaking it more.  Now things gonna go back to where i were last time but i will not to be the girl i was before i met you. You been the best relationship, i hope one day you learn to not cheat on girls and break their heart. Just the way you dont want those girl to do to you. I m gonna say i m sorry for letting you go, i dont want to be in this game your playing. I m gonna miss you so much as much you do. Dont feel shy if u see me outside and please say hi too me cos i need a hug from u if we meet up. Takecare sayang, may karma hit u back. Lastly, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU MATTHEW WILLIAMS. 

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