hey hey ,
i m back and i m going post more about faris haiqal
the greatest guy that i ever had . i really want to thank him so much
for the awesome memories that i had with him for 16 month . thats really long .
i m going miss you trucksload . i m sorry for the small and big fight that we always had .
eventhough is our both fault i will just acpt it that is all my fault . you asking me to move on
but when i post in fb you start to say this and that ? i dont understand . which one u want ?
me moving on or me staying with you ? you noe i cant move on bcos i really love you and i
dont want the memory to just leave like that . your the guy that i wanted . i noe u are the right one but ur are not showing me . i really love you , if there things that i can wish i would like to change ; it is turning bck when we are together happyly & staying together forever . after the big incident on shasha you change to someone that i dont noe. from there we start fighting all along . every night i cried just for you . i always ask mama for money so can spend it on u but not myself . after this broke up i never eat well . i fall a sick but i tahan . i cried more and my sch i getting kick out . my heart is broken into two . i just cant think right and now i feel like doing stupid thing which is killing myself . okey , if u read this faris . i really cant move on . i really cant . i really nid you . if u cant believe what i m saying than pls try too . ur the special person in my life . i really want get married with you but then we have broke up . lastly , i really love you faris haiqal . i really do and i say it with all my heart . and i m still going wait for u . do read it everyday cos i m going post most about u . i m sorry for what i did . i really am sorry . typing this with all my tears dropping . i love you faris . and all i want from you is for you to please come back and lets start all over again . as a friend also i dont mind atleast u dont leave me. :'(