shazirah

2011-08-23T22:43:00.002+08:00

hello awesome , this blog is for you .

sayanggggggggggg ! HAPPY 23 MONTHSRY ! <3

i sayang you giler babi liao . how ?
sayang , i wish to meet you after my test okey ? i really do .

baby , i m so happy we been together this long . even that long breaks with had .

and you have that girl just to make you forget about me . hmm .

whatever it takes i will never fail to make me to love you more

and make this relationship last . i have been talking to you all this while

about being together forever i hope that really happen . sayang , taq naq post bnyk2 .

later naq post at fb juga <3

2011-08-14T23:15:00.004+08:00

hello bitches ~

its been a long time no blog like how i use too

okey i and boyfriend going be 23month soon :)

i really love him badly . well i been skipping school and work alot .

have to stop all this and start a new planner . have to pass my exams

and will get a full time job . so today i puase taw . hees :) i masak okey ?

sedappp tau , i masak nasi ayam . buat sorang , taqde org tolong i tau .

okey whatever okeyv ? so boyfriend wants to have a talk with me .

about us , i takot . hais . nvm aku kuat . settle all for once . must .

okey aku ngah berjiwang , taq tau kenape ah . okey , i taq tau naq blog ape .

so continue next week biler monthsry okey . bye :)

2011-07-19T00:40:00.001+08:00

1 year 10 mth is coming . just cant waitt !! i love muhammad faris haiqal alot !

2011-05-23T21:53:00.002+08:00

hey honey ,
happy 1 year 8 mth darling , like OMG ! almost 2 years seyy .

i wish we are still together , i really love you seyy .

sayang , thanks for everything . i had fun for this few mth ,

you did treat me like we are together . thanks , the last day

we had at bukit indah was TOTALLY FUN . hell yeah . i m gonna

miss everything that we had at that house . oh sayang, i m sorry

for whats going on right now , i dont know anything . i wish i can help

but its okey . heyy , i promise you i will cook for you all ur fav dish okey ?

mayb on ur bdae or after ur bdae . i m gonna belajar . so when i cook the

real one dah sedap okey ? then can khawin already . hees . okey lah .

i really love you so deeply , i noe every time i say that . i say cos i really

do love you and i bet you know and see it right ? ohh bhy , i brought something for

u but i will give you when u can meet me okey ? promise me to call me or text me

when ur done . i m gonna miss you badly baby boy . takecare okey ? be strong . i m always

be there for you . i will wait sayang , will wait even its hard for me . :')

anw , happy one year eight month sayang again <3<3

2011-04-24T22:16:00.003+08:00

happy one year and seven month sayang<3<3

dear faris haiqal,

thanks for being my love one . i really love you until i cant say anything

to show/say to u how much my love towards u . your my everything in my life .

i m crazy for you darling . i cant leave u even one second darling . stay with me forever .

anw , happy one year 7 mth again baby , thats long . i wish we are together . hais ,

come back to me and we start everything again okey ? i promise you . baby , i love you so much and i miss you .

2011-04-20T23:08:00.002+08:00

i m still waiting no matter how long sayang!

i love you so much
muhammad faris haiqal<3

2011-04-20T18:32:00.002+08:00

hello everybody !

ini post untok faris haiqal ,

i m sorry to cap lock yeah . ohh well here it goes .
MUHAMMAD FARIS HAIQAL , AKU SAYANG KAU SEGALE NYE .

AKU HANYE MAHU ENGKAU DISISI KU INI . AKU BERJANJI SAMA ENGKAU

AKU AKAN BAGI KAU BAHAGIA SELAGI . PLEASE COME BACK TO ME ,

I LOVE YOU BADLY . I DONT EVERYONE TO LEAVE YOU HONEY .

YOUR THE BEST THAT I EVER HAD . PLEASE I BEGGING YOU, THIS FRIDAY

COME AND MEET ME FOR AWHILE . I WANT TO BE ALONE WITH U . I NEED YOU .

PLEASE GO HOME MALAYSIA WITH ME HONEY . ANW , 1 YEAR 7 MTH IS AROUND THE

CONNER I REALLY WISH WE ARE STILL TOGETHER . IF WE ARE BACK PLEASE CONTINUE . I WILL COUNT IT FOREVER . HAIS .

okey i dont now what to type the only way i can talk is infornt of u .

so please meet me up okey , tuesday want the nice day . i m happy to see you

but we did not get to talk but we fought . hais . nvm . pretty please . friday !

okey , sumpah aku sayang kau . aku taq pernah syg seseorang lelaki macam gini . hais .

nagis dan bersabar itu sahaja ape aku boley buat skrg . T.T

2011-02-25T14:13:00.002+08:00

i just still love you but i cant do anything .

you still scold me and keep saying we are nothing . hais .

i dont know what to do anymore . i keep crying all day long .

i really misses you badly , just have to meet you and gotta have a hug from you

so badlyy . remember your my someone special and i m still gonna wait for you

how long it takes . i just wish u can see that i really love you and even wanting to leave u .
nvm lahh . whatever it is bhyy , i love you badly and i m not gonna stop that . hais .
cryyyyyyyyingggggggg baddlyyyy :(

2011-02-24T02:42:00.002+08:00

happy 1 year 5 month faris haiqal . i love you so much !

i m sorry for the misunderstanding . you know me i m very fast get jealous .

haha . actually shes very nice girl . hees . okey i m just here to post happy 1 year 5 mth sygg !

i love you badlyy . muahhhh !

2011-02-22T20:06:00.005+08:00

i m hurt ! hurt so much !
whyy must he do this to me ?
i still love him and why is he doing this to me?

after we broke up he start chatting , comment and add girl .

why can he get over me but why cant i ? i wonder if girls chat with him
and he told them that his single . thats hurting . cos i nvr called him my ex

or even saying i m single . i dont noe what to do anymore . you change password

so i wont get to log in ur fb but i wont be like u . i m going let u see that my words are true .

i just love you so much but the more i love you the more i m hurting .

deep in my heart i always cry for you . okey , i just chat with u and what i say is right

u told them that ur single . how hurting . i m here telling guys i m attach to u

but its okey . i have to bare with it right . we are just bestfriend so yeahh .

must acpt it what . okey lahh ehh . i dont know what say ahh . wait , last post which i just get to noe now he trying to balas baleq what i did to him . thank you so much to u . i dont believe u have the heart to do this to me . hais . nvm thenn thanks bhy . whatever your trying to do I STILL LOVE YOU AND STILL BE WAITING FOR YOU ! :'(

2011-02-21T18:30:00.006+08:00

heyy bitch !
so today wake up early and went to school but i m still sleepy . :(

woke up and text faris haiqal . but he didn't reply so i just wait .

at sch theres anything , we didnt do anything cos internet was down .

after then went home, took my lappy and went to huda's house &

watch movie and do my school project . arnd 2 plus i called him and

he say his otw sch i was like you dah lambat taw . haiyo .

then i text him and his doing his project so dont kacau lor .

while i otw to interchange i saw auntie so followed her to lot one .

jalan2 lahh . then i check my time jer dah pukul 5 siol . so called him get to noe his otw home .

dapat text him jap jer then he never reply me . i did ask why are we not layan-ing eachother
like how we use too ? he say he dont understand and blank .
then i asked him , have he read my blog yet he said yeaah but boring . i was sad .
so now i want to take out my feeling and put it all here . i was just thinking , do he still have feeling on me ? cos i feel like we are not like how we are . like treating eachother like last time . hais . then whenever i asked want to meet me he will give me same reason which is see first how cos i m going to see my bike . hais . i just really wish his like the faris i knew . i really miss him so much . eventhough boys chat with me i said i m attach cos i dont want to find a replacement . cos faris haiqal , i love youu :(

i m still waiting for u faris haiqal :(

2011-02-20T13:50:00.003+08:00

heyy , so yesterday i didnt post anything .

i was outside with friends . okey ? lets get started .
i hope he have read the last post . so after i type that

post he meet me and i get to noe why his so mad at me .

he was mad on me cos i ask a stupid random msg to his friend
that he like me or not . and faris and friends thinks that i like him and i want him.

actually , i didnt have any heart on him . and i dont want that kind of person which is 'matrep'
okey , so yesterday i went to the aiport to send the to girl , sadia and saida . i m going miss them .
so text him and he called me . he say he was sorry for scolding me . and now he percaye that i really love him and only him . so when the girls want to go in he asked me to give sadia his favorite girl a hug and kiss so i did it and wanted to cryy . hais . after all this i meet sabriena , rudyn and feeq . then sabriena and me go meet aishah and bdk2 countdown . blahblahblah we go home .

arnd 2 i cant sleep so i called him . and we talk very sweetly and i m touch by him . after putting down the fone he texts me 'i miss hugging u on the bed' i reply 'haha, me too sayang' then he did say he miss about us . then i reply blahblah. then he so sleep. the fact is , i really do miss him but i miss us more . and i really do love him so much . i nvr fall in love with a person this much . i did ask he yesterday he got think not of patching back with me ? he say yes , one day . i was so happy . hees . okey lah . i want to sleep lah . penat . last , faris haiqal , aku sayng kau dan hanya kau dihati ku . i willing to wait for u as long as it will be . :)

2011-02-18T17:01:00.005+08:00

hey hey ,
i m back and i m going post more about faris haiqal
the greatest guy that i ever had . i really want to thank him so much
for the awesome memories that i had with him for 16 month . thats really long .
i m going miss you trucksload . i m sorry for the small and big fight that we always had .
eventhough is our both fault i will just acpt it that is all my fault . you asking me to move on
but when i post in fb you start to say this and that ? i dont understand . which one u want ?
me moving on or me staying with you ? you noe i cant move on bcos i really love you and i
dont want the memory to just leave like that . your the guy that i wanted . i noe u are the right one but ur are not showing me . i really love you , if there things that i can wish i would like to change ; it is turning bck when we are together happyly & staying together forever . after the big incident on shasha you change to someone that i dont noe. from there we start fighting all along . every night i cried just for you . i always ask mama for money so can spend it on u but not myself . after this broke up i never eat well . i fall a sick but i tahan . i cried more and my sch i getting kick out . my heart is broken into two . i just cant think right and now i feel like doing stupid thing which is killing myself . okey , if u read this faris . i really cant move on . i really cant . i really nid you . if u cant believe what i m saying than pls try too . ur the special person in my life . i really want get married with you but then we have broke up . lastly , i really love you faris haiqal . i really do and i say it with all my heart . and i m still going wait for u . do read it everyday cos i m going post most about u . i m sorry for what i did . i really am sorry . typing this with all my tears dropping . i love you faris . and all i want from you is for you to please come back and lets start all over again . as a friend also i dont mind atleast u dont leave me. :'(

2010-12-20T22:50:00.002+08:00

hello people ,
sorry never update my blog ,
well , i m going to update more when
i get my own lappy this coming saturday .
okey today was a totally fun even though
is a bad day for boyfriend and myself .
we were laughing out loud and it like no body business.
fun like hell , i want more like this pls .
i just love hym so much . for this few days theres
no fight between us . we are totally nice at eachother ,
and i like that too . i want more of that can ?
well , he told me that his going to ns . and its a sad thing
for me . i really want to enjoy with him with the fullest
before he gets in . okey , i will try to update tmr okey .
its time to sleep . nights :)

2010-11-07T16:25:00.007+08:00

hey hey , sorry didn't blog .

dah lame taq pakai computer lah kan

so , yesterday was my sadness day .

my 1 year , 1 mth and 3 weeks just ended at 4plus .

i cried badly in my heart for 3 days . just cant believe that

he want to leave me . the reason was i make his life like fuck

but actually he just dont want to hurt me more . i really do love hym

so much . its really hard to leave hym . i just dont noe how am i going move on .

i need hym to be by my side . he change me from worse to bad to good . i m sorry for everything . and thank you for everything u had given me . i really love you so much . your the best boyfriend that i ever had and the longest .

i just wish that your family are not like this . like you can make ur own choice . i m sorry .

hey , do you noe i cant stop forget about you ? i cant stop crying , i cant stop looking at your picture . is really hard for me to leave u from my life . nvm . love , thanks fer being my bestfriend . hais . i have to end here . too hurts :(
wait last , faris haiqal , i love you so much . i will miss all thing tat we had . you will always be in my heart . i nid you badly . i really dont want to end up my life like the past . you change me baby . takecare . cnct me like how u use too okey . kluar ajak i taw . hees . remember , I LOVE YOU DAN HANYA KAU DIHATI KU . ): CRYING BADLY .

2010-10-17T00:27:00.003+08:00

heyy ,
sorry taqq blog ! busy lah .
well , happy birthday to ME
&& of cos zaki & yayah. hees :)
gue sudah 18 tahun lerr .
okey yesterday was awesome !
went out with my sweet bhy , i love hym so much .
had a really great time . thanks baby ! :)
well , a big THANK YOU to the people who just wish me
at facebook . i like :)
later is my celebration with boyfriend and friends .
so hope we will have a great time yeahh .
will blog soon if i m not busy :)
takecare girlfriends and boyfriend
i love you guys! :D

2010-09-24T10:52:00.002+08:00

hello :)

sorry bcos my blog mati for the long time .

i dah malas actually . haha . okey whatever .

so today babyboy birthday so mari kami wish dier .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG ! and not to forget is

our one year anny too . cool kan ?! haha . so yesterday

kite celebrate . with friends tau but semua paitow

sad kann ? but taq pe bagos ah . i can be with hym alone .

haha . so yeah , me and hym only at vivo . haha .

so give hym his present . dia suke lah . haha .

okey i really love hym man . okey lah nie short post .

i nid to mandi . later2 can post insyallah~ :)

2010-07-06T13:37:00.002+08:00

hey hey ,
dahh lamer ku taq blog lah kanns .
case malas dan busy mahh . hahah . sorry you guys .
okey school holidays are 50% best 50% sucks .
i have start working on my 9 mthsry . so penat .
i miss my boyfriend , girlfriends and guyfriends so muchh seyy .
hais . tidak mengapa . hope i can meet them this saturday . hais .
okey currently in school . well , cck ite is big but nothing .
its like a normal school with alot of pretty girls and handsome boys .
hees . well , yesterday was my first day , get to go home early . meet boyfriend
and went home . reach home we cant go in . wtf ah . so boyfriend and me go play cyber cafe .
naseb mama online kat fb , so told her i cant go in then she teros kluar office and rush in jb .
how sweet my mama is . hees . okey ,just came back from break . lepak with my lovely huda , ahcap , ady , and his friend taq tau ah name . taq salah aku khai . hees . okey i m blank . i really dont noe what to blog . andd last sorry if blog mati . i busy lyke hell ah and no computer .
takecare .

2010-06-10T21:18:00.001+08:00

hello people .
i m sorry nvr update .
been busy yeah . i m just gonna post a small one .
bfy when bali last 4 days and his back safely .
and i have to go off now . bye .hahah . lame
sorry blog next tyme .

2010-05-08T01:09:00.003+08:00

this picture was when he go out with his secondary friends .

hello .
has you can see the picture above thats my lovely boyfriend i ever had .
i really do love him . and thank you for being back with me again honeyy .
i really regret asking you for a break up just bcos i was totally hurt and mad at the same time .
thanks to marzuki , huda and ahcap fer helping me up and being me there when i was crying
madly in school . you do know how hurt i am right guys ? hees . well , we were crying madness-ly but today i get to meet hym . i was so happy wanted to cry but no tears came out . hais . meet him at yishun mac reach there saw him and hug him .i do miss him alot . but now we are back to normal . okey , tmr is saturday i m going out with ite peeps and him . really cant wait to enjoy with u baby . okey lahh . i want to sleep . its getting late . so i want to call him first and say good night to him and ask him to work and not play around . hees . to bhy : sayang , thanks fer acpting me . i noe its hurt and its really hard to acpt me bck but pls i do still love you and i noe you do still love me . you are the best thing that i ever had . no one had given me the love that you gave me . its hard for me to find a guy like u . u laen b ! only u understand my life how hurt my life is . thank you so much for your love , sweetness , caring and everything that you gave me . boley kite sambong ini relationship lagi jauh ? i really want this to be forever honeyy .

2010-05-06T19:57:00.004+08:00

AKU RINDUHH MUHAMMAD FARIS HAIQAL BIN ISHAK ! I WANNA MEET HIM . PLEASE DONT STOP ME . HAIS :(
I REALLY DO LOVE HIM AND NOT EVER GONNA LEAVE HIM . SO STAY OUT FROM OUR WAY . THANKS :)

2010-05-03T13:10:00.002+08:00

hello .
well , bfy have change again . butt why ?
hais . taq pe . shazirah kene bersabar lahh kan .
okey last friday ton with kecyk and bfy at somerset
then the next day meet safie , feeq and my gfs
we go far east then jalan and goo home .
okey lah . blog back later. naq uat test .
take care .

2010-04-22T17:15:00.002+08:00

hello .
so today bfy have MQT and guess what ?
he passs siot . aku happy rabak . sampai nagis dok .
haha . i love you hunn . so saturday is our 7 mthsry . whee~
happy lah dehh . hah . baby , thanks fer everything .
btw , his parents dahh kasihh jmpe aku . yeah yeah .
dah ley jmpe baby selalu . haha . okey lah .
i have to go . when i have my lappy i blog again okey ?
takecare . :)

2010-04-19T11:18:00.002+08:00

hello beylo .
okey shazirah lame !
kawan kawan sorry eh taq blog .
mcm mls lah abey taqde lappy pat umah .
internet selalu buat hal jer .
so my blog akan mati jap taw .
but do still tag me okey ?
btw , faris and me dah khawin taw .
i happy siot . haha . dahh shazirah mcm fhm ahh .
okey i m going miss faris haiqal so much .
dahh taq dapat jmpe dier lagi .
but this sat mesti mau keluar ngan dier
mau celebrate 7mthsry ngan dier .
honeyy ! pakai smart2 handsem2 taw .
hees . kite naq gy makan dinner tmpt mahal .
my treat again . ahh forever my treat lah .
but biler kite dah khawin u nye treat taw okey b ?
hees . okey lah aku sayang faris haiqal so much lah cibai .
okey shazirah naq jadi good gerl . naq belajar . soo dada kawan .
ingat tag taw jgn taq tag . takecare . (:

2010-04-09T18:43:00.003+08:00

i love my boyfriend !

2010-04-06T20:28:00.001+08:00

hey hey .
i just done with my new blogskin .
but i dont noe whats wrong with my tag box
but taq pe lahh . hees . so krg taq ya tag dulu okey ?
takecare . byee .

2010-04-06T18:30:00.005+08:00

hello belyoh .
hahah . well , my blog have been dead . waliao .
well , i been busy with family chalet , taking care
of cousin . do miss bf alot . saturday went out with sabriena .
did have fun . but bf went out too but with his classmate .
fiona was there and she was abit smbglah what i can say .
hahha . but frm that day onwards she was always in my dreams and i
dont even noe why . haiyo . so get to meet bf yesterday .
rinduh sangat2 . well , i have been crying every late night
and i dont know why . mayb bcos of my relationship with bf ? hais.
today meeting hym again . we wants to go skatepark but b4 that meet
huda , ahcap and watch movie . rindu sama drg . maybe later watch with bf
if cukop tyme . hais . i just love bf alot . well , school is going to re open .
rindu sama skola . mau buat project kasih abes . haha . okey lah .
have to meet bf now . dier dah smpi . dada .

2010-03-23T21:00:00.003+08:00

hey hello dearest .
well , yesterday was my interview .
yeah hell , i get the job man ! bsk dah start .
mcm mls ade seyy . haha . okey after interview
meet huda and ahcap jap . jalan2 at causeway point
and brought boyfriend his 6 mthsry gift . hees .
then waited fer boyfriend at 5.30 outside burger king alone .
ahcap and huda dah jalan dulu . so boyfriend have reach
ajak hym go pizza hut . but he taq naq so pakse dier
abey dier speechless sey . he nvr talk fer half hour .
then he cried . he say beside his family only me the first person that
bring hym to pizza hut . after that we have fun . then mlm meet kak shana
at yishun took last bus home . and kak shana send me home and die on my bed . hees.
soo the next day go to work . kimak ! aku taq ley angkat siot . so i quit lor .
now finding new job . so today lepak with huda je lor . mendak nye pasal kan.
bsk help wak mama then aleq with babyboy . cant wait to meet hym .
rindu sangat2 . haha ! b ! i sayang you many2 . muah !

2010-03-21T11:12:00.000+08:00

hello .
well , yesterday was totally great . we did not went to prawn fishing
so we went to grandlink and karaoke . gerek dok . get to sing alot of song .
kecoh dok . mira sing with feeling sabriena smpi stress . haha .
after karaoke went to town but otw there was madness in the train .
we took alot of pic at mira cam . haha . bf camera boy .
so reach town left neesah , sabriena , boyfriend and me .
meet aboy , wanbebek , wati , attack , haris , isa jap .
they want to makan but we taq follow cos we da makan so
we go to skate park lepak2 . arnd 9 we when home cos semua neesah da naq aleq
and bf takot da taq de bus . so boyfriend me jalan woodland checkpoint
dah smpi msia dpt tau taq de bus . WTF ! haha . so call kak shana to come fetch us .
while waiting this msia police screen us . they ask , in malay , husband and wife eh ? ape buat kat sini . and stuff ah . i was lyke jalan lah bodoh . dah jalan i was maki-ing them ah .
i say to boyfriend , sial ah drg taqde hak sak naq screen kite . merepek sak .
so still waiting dlm brape min tu bdk bdh dtg aleq tgk2 kite . boyfriend was talk to ayah .
i was shock why ayahh ade eh ? drg dah smpi hah kau satu family siot . terperanjat sak aku .
so we went to danga bay took picture here and there . kecoh . after that go home trs tido .
penat rabak sey . okey okey . holiday dah start what shld i do eh ? i m wondering . naq work
tapi taqde . kecoh ah . taq pe lah . okey shazirah lapar . i will upload picture soon .
camera buat hal . sorry . dada .

2010-03-17T21:16:00.004+08:00

hey hello .
today outing was so mendaq and
i get to know bf is sick but now his okey .
good to hear that . well , just wondering eh
are you changing or i m changing ? bcos
things are not the same anymore . but why ?
its lyke complicated gitu kan . next week is our 6 mthsry
and i hope that everything still goes well . i m sorry if i post it here
about this . but seriously speaking somebody is changing .
i dont want any fights okey ? okey drop this topic . sch holidays coming
i want WORK ! i will be bored at home doing ntg and i NEED money
for belajer-ing myself . hmm . i dont want bf money . okey lah .
i m not in the mood okey ? i m sorry . tmr i will try to blog .
takecare peeps . oh ya , sape2 ade kejer part tyme kosong bilang ehk ?
i can work until biler2 . thnks . if can make it sale not F&B . (:

2010-03-16T21:42:00.000+08:00

hello . whee ~
computer dah leyy pakai . haha .
suke dok . butt internet have to share ah .
boring ! haha . so today ahcap birthday
so yeah . HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO .
did you have fun tadi jalan2 mcm org gyler ?
hahah . hope u do . so bsk ade outing lagi .
going to new water plant . i think . haha . lame sak .
okey , bsk mesti slack nye . haha . wei , aku sayang faris haiqal lah .
replying to neesah : i not sure i m using that on that day cos
korang kan naq go sheesha . nnty aku see je . kan taq funn . haha .
hmm , where is my boyfriend . ape dier ngah buat ehh ?
BOYFRIEND ! text me lah . okey shazirah lame . actually shezirah
mendaqq lah . taq tau naq blog ape . ohh ya , neesah naq bring how much
sat ini ? whats the plan beb ? haha . mau save duet nie . (:

2010-03-15T09:22:00.003+08:00

hey hello .
sorry taq blog taw . my lappy is still down .
boring siot . haha . okey last saturday mama bdae
we had dinner at lido seafood . but b4 that went in
spore and meet huda n rest . meet syakir
and had our lunch . then procced to sentosa .
kinda mendaq ah pasal kite 5 je. but i pity syakir
kena bubble dgn yg laen . sorry about that bro .
oh ya , miss outing with sabriena and all . i m sorry .
wish i can go but mama nye bdae ah krg .
hope u guys understand . saw krg nye pic . happening sey .
menyesal rabak . haha . okey yesterday went
out to angsana meet wani and family . eat pizza . whee~
then jalan2 go home watch cite sempit . funny lah sia .
at night smtg happen btwn me and bf . i m not going to cite kan .
we promise to lupe kan . so i cant wait for school holidays and this saturday .
naq jmpe gerlfriends ! ohh ya , jgn lupe .
gerlfriends ! , gerlfriends ! jgn terperanjat ehk nnty
klau nmpk shazirah nye pakaian . jgn ketawe kan taw .
you guys must support me . okey la . i love you guys .
will update when i can okey . takecare . :)

2010-03-15T09:02:00.000+08:00

hey hello . sorry taq blog taw . my lappy is still down . boring siot . haha . okey last saturday mamabdae we had dinner at lido seafood . but b4 that went in spore and meet huda n rest . meet syakir and had our lunch . then procced to sentosa . kinda mendaq ah pasal kite 5 je. but i pity syakir he kena bubble dgn yg laen . sorry about that bro . oh ya , miss outing with sabriena and all . i m sorry . wish i can go but mama nye bdae ah krg . hope u guys understand . saw krg nye pic . happening sey .menyesal rabak . haha . okey yesterday went out to angsana meet wani and family . eat pizza . whee~then jalan2 go home watch cite sempit . funny lah sia . at night smtg happen btwn me and bf . i m not going to cite kan . we promise to lupe kan . so i cant wait for school holidays and this saturday . naq jmpe gerlfriends ! ohh ya , jgn lupe .gerlfriends ! , gerlfriends ! jgn terperanjat ehk nnty klau nmpk shazirah nye pakaian . jgn ketawe kan taw . you guys must support me . okey la . i love you guys . will update when i can okey . takecare .

2010-03-07T16:51:00.003+08:00

hey peeps ,
i m going to block my blog .
so give me ur email so i can invite u .
i m going to do it by next week ,
okey yesterday went out with bf
it was fun but abit sucks .
so went out from home at 11 reach spore 12.30
get to noe i have to go cck cos he has to melawat
his auntie pass away . so lepak at wani hse .
they siap-ing so go out with together with them .
after that meet hym back at jrg east and went to imm
and get some food . so he called kak shana ask where is she
get to noe they are still at home so called ayah and ask
must he go to his makcik hse , he say yes so i was sad lah .
so he went woodland and i proceed to neesah crib .
so seat there and waited for hym at 7 plus he text me
and asking me to mit hym at yishun . i was lyke wth jauh sey .
biler mau gy town nie ? aku naq tgk gig . hais . so meet hym and
we had some fight after that went to town walk here and there so
we lapar went to mac to eat , i was eatting but then i stop cos we start fighting again .
then cool down and cheer hym up . so we walk abit and lpk near skate park .
so we took last train , i was madless lyke i was just finishing drinking padahal taq
if taq caye ask hym how i act . terok . muke taq tu malu sey . lompat sini sane .
after that we drop and get into his father car . and proceed to JB . it was jam
so reach home almost 3am . so much of a date and have a fun time but in the end it sucks . but did have fun during the lepak part . so today , doing ntg . slack lyke lazy pig . bf busy with his new fone . haha . okey shazirah naq ask , should i wear tudong or not ? pls tag . and do tag me ur email okey ? :)

2010-03-01T09:43:00.004+08:00

hello peeps .
currently i m in class .
my lappy is still down . so my blog will b dead .
will update soon yeah . btw did enjoy celebrating with bby last week .
kite dah 5 mth siol . happy ! today bby gets his pay . haha .
his going buy me a deck . mau belajar skate . neesah naq skate pe ?
haha . shazirah dah taq minah rep lagi dah jadi minah skater atau biker siot .
hahah . percaye lah . okey lah i have to stop here . byeee ! huda , good luck for later .
jgn copy ehk . haha .

ps : ppl who ask me to relink u i will do it soon okey .

2010-02-23T13:28:00.003+08:00

hello ,

currently i m at huda cribs .

my lappy is down so my blog will be dead yeah .

so saturday bf when out with us . fun seyy .

i get his sweetness back . aww . did enjoy .

to my ite peeps , sorry ehk if i never

layan u all . saturday gy esp tapi taq dpt nmpk bdk2 .

sedih siot . haha . so bsk our 5 mth . whee . taq sabar naq celebrate bsk .

bby naq belanje pizza . hahaha . naq enjoy dok .

okey lah . naq fetch hym frm work . i love u sayang .

btw , i was think shld bf go NS then belajar or belajar then go NS ?

HELPP ME THINK PEEPS .

2010-02-20T12:36:00.002+08:00

hello !
today saturday ! gosh miss going out with peeps on sat .
i m going to enjoy butt not that much . boyfriend are not there .
i m sad . we had a fight yesterday until both of us cried non stop .
and we had promise to eachother today we will enjoy ourself together .
butt tooo bad . his not feeling well . i wish i can take care of hym
but i just cant . i dah janji ngan kwn seyy . i janji i taq menggatal .
i aleq cpt okey b . will text u . if u read tis is good . i m sorry . i never slept yesterday
until 6 . i waited 4 u to go werk until i fall a sleep . i woke up at 8 and see my hp
theres no msg frm u or call . so i call u u nvr pic up , so i called mami but nadzirah pick
it up she say u are having a fever . i was lykee ohh . i felt sad . if i noe u were really sick
yesterday i will just stop tat stupid fight and now u are getting worse. its all my fault .
well , i m still crying frm yesterday until now . and i feel so sleepy . hais .
i wish u were there later but its okey . i will just enjoy with huda , neesah , mira , acap and soon teck mayb sabriena too . and i guess i only get to meet u on monday . hais .
b , i sayang you . i m sorry i m sorry i m sorry i m really sorry . i taq sanggop naq tglkan u .
susah taw naq dpt laki mcm u . hais . i dah taq naq gado . kite this mth everyday gado .
lets stop fighting okey . wait ehk , shazirah naq call bf . ehh , dier angkat and his okey
and his following me . weeee ! best ah . i love u sak boy . muah . dah shazirah naq siap .

2010-02-19T00:02:00.003+08:00

hellllllo dearest ,
miss me ? haha . i miss u reader .
aww . so sweet of shazirah .
okey currently i m using abg sedare lappy
its b'cos my lappy no internet . f**k lahh .
idk sape bodoh go and change or what to the lappy . shitt tol .
okey whatever lah kann . so today i did study . kindaa boring .
so after school fetch nadzirah , adq in law mah .
so meet mami at jrg east . so followed her to imm
after that brought something fer sabriena .
so arnd 3 caught the bus home . it was okey taq jam .
so meet love and went to his hse lpk and makan .
arnd 5 i told hym i wanted to get changed .
so we ride a bike and went home . after that
we go lpk . arnd 8 go home play game
until his parents reach . so after his sister
had her bath we proceed to my hse and using the lappy
and now i m blogging for u all . hees .
okey lah . actually taq de citer lah . so kinda mendak .
so now i want to tido . bsk skola . byeeee!

2010-02-16T23:11:00.002+08:00

firstly i want to wish my minah rep sabriena
happy sweet 17 . next year semua dah lepas.haha
hope u enjoy. aku sayang ko ehk .taq moh notty2 taw .
belajar untuk Olevel . u takecare . i miss you alots!

hey hello .
sorry for the dead blog . haha .
its not bcos i dont want too but
org sebelah gy spore then no internet .
sorry korang korang . hahah . well , i know lah u
all miss me . kan kan ? hahah . soo ,
what happen for last day i blog was kinda happening
well , last week friday got bbq with ex queensway .
then on tuesday i think . went pool with classmates. did enjoy .
then thursday played badminton . saturday wanted to go in spore
but nahh just have a bbq at hm . sunday went to play bike with bfy
while celebrating v'day . aha. monday went to kota tinggi fer
waterfall . did have fun but something happen to bfy . i was lyke
wth went his sister told me . hais . so today , visit2 ppl hse and
finally get the internet back . whee ~ well, what can i post ?
oh ya , bsk msk skola lmbt so having breakfast with huda at mac .
meeting her lot 1 . okey lah . taq tau naq blog ape .
i love u all . sorry no pic . i m using abg isa nye lappy lah . tc .

2010-02-03T19:06:00.004+08:00

miss this kinnd of hairstyle :(

hello hello :)
so today so okey . school was okey .
did have fun . study in school . did try to get along with girlfriend in school .
still cant wait fer friday . is a must to go . bf are here with me right now .
okey . brb ehk shazirah busy ah ngan dier . okey i m back . wah lame seyy
just now talk about the past . how we noe each other , the sweet msg we use to send
and more . sweet taw . no fight today was happy . hees . at night went habib
and ate some food . i nvr talk no mood . idk why . now just reach home and
blogging fer u guys . hees . okey shazirah really wants to get a rest . i started to sleep late
now adays . waiting fer abg isa then go buy smoke for zul . leceh ah ni mamat .
everything i have to do . alamak ! i hate u sak boy . hees :)
okey lah dahdah . nights :)

2010-02-01T23:46:00.004+08:00

hello .
i m still in the mood of sleeping since mrng just now .
okey did not went fer class . later and im not myself .
so went me bf and family to HQ . after that go home .
actually nothing much lah . so today ; tuesday , i did study
and went home . bf cant meet me . i m sad . i cant spend
that much tyme with hym . his mother dont let me go
his house always . but nvm . i will be okey with it .
mayb . hais . only boyfriend knows how i feel rtye now
even though the typing is lyke i m okey lyke that .
well , cant wait fer friday . i want to meet my gfs ! naq hug them
and talk about life . i miss them . okey lah . i m really not in the mood .
i m sorry . tears running down my cheek . bye .

2010-02-01T00:01:00.003+08:00

hello .
bsk skola siot . malassss!
got test lagii . naq go or not ? just go lah . haiyo .
so get to sleep at 5 and bf sleep at 4 he bustard nvr text me sak . :(
today woke up at 9plus . brape hour jer sey tido . bf nvr pity me
okey so went to dangga mall and walk2 after that i felt so the hungry
so went to new york and had our lunch and car wash . taq dpt mkn
nasi ayam penyet cos dier tutup . hais . after eating we proceed to
perlangi so mama and me went to metro . i brought a top . and i m
going use it to my ex qss gathering . tasha use the same as me .
remember the white top i pinjam . the one that i first tyme mit his sister
yeah i brought it something lyke that . so wear it with me yeah . hees .
back to the story after shop we went back home . waited for bf to come
to pass my book . he reach and i told hym to go in so yeah he did and he stay for
awhile due on help my brothers doing gardening . haha . da mcm gerl2 . what i mean is
he help to cut a longan tree . hees . da mcm monyet panjat sini sane . haha .
done with that he went home and take a bath and same goes to me .
gatal rabak . arnd 8 he came bck went jusco to tmn hym n kak shana buy home stuff.
and buy food fer my family . semua dah lapar . haha ! so they send me home .
i get pissed on him . idk why . hais . then i teringat bende . zul nye bende .
so ask abg isa to drove me there . otw bck thats a road block . what that means
is a jam which police will b there standing and checking on the driver or anything
that not suppose to b happen . so i was shaking in the car due to abg isa taqde driving
license . but dpt lps ah .then call bf trs sak . he was so worried anything happen . haha .
and now i m blogging and trsfing song to my mp3 . slow sak . boley tertido siot gini .
taq pe lah . i sleepy already . just let the com b on and i just let the song trsf . taq
sanggop sak naq tugguh . haha ! okey lah . good nyte . i love my BOYFRIEND :)

2010-01-31T01:50:00.003+08:00

hello hello .
well i m not asleep due to bf havent asleep .
his watching his show and i m tmn-ing hym .
okey yesterday wash and clean boyfriend's car .
was great . really had fun . after that went to eat at org asli
with mama and cik ahmad . reach home and sleep .
so today was totally great . enjoy with boyfriend and his family .
went to watch movie citer fairy tooth . b4 that went to have our lunch .
after movie went to m'sia checkpoint there to do this pass .
after that went to eat at senggah selalu i think to have our dinner .
and went back to home and feeling sleepy .
but i m still not going to sleep until bf are really asleep . hmm .
so tmr my family , boyfriend i think and me going to buy ticket to THAILAND .
whee . i cant wait to go overseas . taq pernah seyy . i wonder how it really feels .
and i hope boyfriend gets to werk with ah boi
and plus i m going to my QSS gathering . seriously i cant wait .
miss my friends trucksload. OMG ! i want to hug them seyyy . haiyoo .
okey lah i will end here . takecare peeps .

2010-01-27T23:32:00.004+08:00

hello friend :)
sorry for not updating my blog .
was to sleepy . went home trs tido . haha
actually now still sleepy but i tahan .
okey see those pictures up there ?
i miss them ALOT ! i m miss joking around with them
kacau drg or kacau org laen together , sharing problem together
i miss EVERYTHING . meet up soon girlfriend . seriously do meet me UP !
okey just came back from boyfriend hse . was sleeping at there .
he was looking at me while i was sleeping and he was sayang sayang-ing me .
aww thats so sweet . okey i really want to say i really miss the real us . i mean i miss the tyme
i joke arnd with hym , going out to mall and window shopping , otp , msging hym , kacau hym eventhough we did that some time . hais . nvm . so today got PE , we walked arnd the sch
to noe where is our 2. 4 run . jauh sial . pnt siol . lagi2 every wed must run . MALAS AH !
haha . after that got class so i went . nvr skip good girl . oh yeah , in sch i kena sound by asking for my no. first guy i say taq ley second i say sorry i m late for class then run and saw the first guy and run again . hahah . lyke wth ah . i really nid bf everywhere with me . hais . i never
give cos i dah janji mah with boyfriend NO EXCHANGING NO. with ANY GUY .
So i wont be doing it . nanaq gadoh lah ngan dier . so bsk must re-do my passport
boyfriend ikot if not taq ley baleq sey . so sad . haha . dah kene warning siot . hais .
okey lah  i want to sleep . pnt rabakk ! i love you all . takecare .
:)

2010-01-25T23:03:00.002+08:00

hello hello :)
today was too early for school
so mam drop me at dover and took the train to school .
went to mac to get myself some breakfast .
while walking i eat it . so walk to school reach boi called and told me
he saw me . so went out from the campus meet ayun and friends .
so lepak until time to go in . so went to the locker to get my stuff .
so in class taq belajar . i was too lazy n sleepy . then break went fer
puff . then continue with lesson so i went to sleep . after the class
we had an hour break so went to mac to have my lunch . so went
back to school . went to meet zul at student lounge but he nvr dtg2 .
so waited for hym lyke mad women . was totally hot . so i went to
the lock first since he was late but get to noe he text me to meet
in class . i was lyke WTF AH ZUL ! so in class did study .
after this class we have another 30 min break for the next class so went to
get some puff . after puffing went bck school . again i did study and
ask question . i really dont understand what we are learning .
its really a new think to me . so after school waited for abg at marsling
so went home waited for sayang . so he had reach we went for our dinner .
i was so very the lapar . hhah and now blogging fer u guys unitl fall asleep
i think i stop here then . dada . ntye !

2010-01-24T21:11:00.003+08:00

hello .
not in de mood but i m going
blog a short one . so woke up and went
out to jusco . shopping then went to monsta cafe
the food was nice . 100% nice . hahah .
after that went home and clean up my room .
boyfriend at home play ps2 cos get this cntrler bck .
buy using my money nvr ask also . shit u .
so he played until i m mad cos he nvr reply
my msg . i was fucking mad . until we got in to a fight
of small thing . cos i ask hym to give me tasha book .
and we get into a fight . n now tasha tag me by saying
she dont nid tat book i was lyke fuck ah . thnks ah ehk .
kite gado pasal tuh buku sak . hais . taqpe ah .
so sorry boyfriend . okey today is our 4mthsry .
bored sak . haha . nvm lah . i no mood .
bsk skola !! malasssssss~

2010-01-23T23:08:00.003+08:00

hello peeps .
so yesterday was late for sch . hahaha .
after school meet boyfriend and his parents .
followed them here and there its pretty fun lah .
but in the car smtg happen . nanaq ilang kat sini .
after that went home on the way home
boyfriend and i fought again . hais . its huge again .
i just dont understand why we always fight now adays .
after we had settle we go his hse and went to sleep .
pnt taw , sleep until mama came . so reach home trs tido again . hees :)
so today there is parents meeting day . go home early
due to mama has to go to work . so i went to grandparents hse .
so waited for abg to go home . naq klaur taq jadi boyfriend taq dpt kluar .
so reach home call boyfriend he siap and we off to city square get to noe
its close . shit ! aru naq tgk wayang . haha ! so went bck to his hse and lpk
with hym n family . and now i m home with him and i m blogging fer u guys . (:
okey another 30 min is our 4 mthsry . OMG OMG ! i m so happy . haha !
girlfriend! are u proud of me ! aku setia kan ? hahah! i will try my best msk 1 year .
insyallah . okey i really love boyfriend sooooo much ! boys please dont appear in my life .
pls. dont cost the fight bcos of u guys . i dont want hym to fight with me no more .
okey lah . have to go then . byeeeee! nights!

2010-01-21T09:45:00.003+08:00

hello people .
well , i did not went to school yesterday
due to lazyness and was having a high fever .
i was to weak and boyfriend has to took care of me .
thats so sweet . so now i m at home waiting fer bf to come .
hais . wake up . i m to weak to do stuff . pls . i nid to see a doctor .
tmr is boyfriend retake MQT . i wish he will do well .
i m soo worried . and sunday is our 4 mth . whee .
i cnt believe tat i get to go this far . thank god we did not broke up that
day . if now i dont know whats my life would be . hais .
b , i love u tau taq ? i syg u gyler babi bodoh . org taq sanggop
naq tglkan u . aku naq khawin same ko . seriously !
okey whatever kan . hmm , bsk naq gy skola taq ehk ?
mcm malas seyy . tapi boyfriend suroh gy . jadi boley aleq ngan dier .
tgk mcm ne okey b . klau i dah taq sakit i gy skola okey .
okey i dont know what to blog . just have to wait fer boyfriend come .
takecare reader .

oit , mataeh aku ! cpt lah dtg ! i nid you bodoh . i m too fucking lemah .
i nid you . only u can make me fight with this stupid sick . come here now ! hais :(

2010-01-19T20:16:00.003+08:00

boyfriend ! cute kann ?! hahah . he was 14 years old .

hello people
so today i was late for school
haiyo . zul and aslam was waiting fer me at the lock
hees . sorry korang . so get our stuff and went into class .
my m'sia fone was in the car so told zul i want to cnct
boyfriend . msg hym and he called me . so talk2 .
after that start studying . so mendak . after that had our
30 break so adriano , farhan , shakir, huda , zul , faisal and me
went fer puff . after puffing i went to 7-11 to buy smtg . then
went bck to class . so slack in class until the next lesson .
after next class went to fetch nadzirah home . lyke normal .
so reach m'sia get a cab and reach home boyfriend was awake
naseb . so ate and they go bath and get ready and went to my hse
and slack , use computer and play game . alamak ! i lapar sak
mau makan !! b , i lappppppppppaaaaaaaarrrrrr !!!!! you game jer .
kluar makan ah . haiyo !! so bsk PE naq gy ke taq ehk ? mcm naq masok lmbt gyler
sak . oh ya, i nowadays feel lyke not going to school anymore sak .
mcm merepek sey . okey i m done people . naq pujok boyfriend dier ngah majok .
b , i sayang u lah . jgn majok2 . nnty taq cute . hees . okey lah . byeeeeeee!

2010-01-17T17:36:00.007+08:00

hello people .
i m changing my link soon . so ask me b4 its too late .
life getting sucks . girlfriends are enjoying their life
with their new friends and school . and me ? shit .
no friends . after school go back to boyfriend hse
to send his sister home . boyfriend sleep always .
i m so bored . boyfriend are not like last time .
he change and i change . but i change alot .
i really miss my girlfriends . just thinking when
are they free to meet me . hmm .
and ya , i m getting sicker and weaker .
i m didnt tell anyone about it . i have my x-ray and it is ntg .
now a day i just felt lonely . even though boyfriend is always beside me .
idk y . everyone is lyke pushing me away . is it true ? nvm .
okey whatever . yesterday just came back from camp
wah , pnt rabak sey after camp me go out with boyfriend and his friends .
then meeet mama and goo home . so today went lakin
did have fun lah but i sick ah . after that go home . boyfriend came
we have a huge huge fight and almost break up . hais . nvm :(

to girlfriends: hey babes , i miss you guy trucksload . when are u guys gonna mit me ?
i want to enjoy with u guys . krg dah lupe aku ehk ? sedih sey . i hope u guys are enjoying with ur new school and new friends . hmm . okey u guys takecare . beep me pls . :(

to boyfriend: b , i sayang you . i mintaq maaf sekali . i btl2 taqde niat naq buat u gini mcm .
i taq sanggop naq tglkan u . i taq tau ape jadi klau u tglkan i . i dah taqley hidup sak tampah u .
i really love you so much . pls . janji ngan i yg u taq akan tglkan i and i akan janji i akan tuka . okey? do forgive me . :(

2010-01-10T21:38:00.002+08:00

hellooooooooooooo !
so its 1 week past . school was okey .
still no classmates friend but theres schoolmates friend .
still trying to make them my friend but they are too action .
i really miss my old friends. naq meet dorang siot !
okey yesterday went out with bfy . had fun but to hym idk .
mayb yes . well , 50% happy 50%bingit maybe . idk .
but nvm . okey i cut my hair . ppl say cute . haha
its short n neat . bsk skola idk how to go lerr .
maluuuu lah . bsk cmfm penat nye cos i will b home late .
bf will fetch me after sch cos mama n abg go hm late .
ohh ya , i m taking this thing called Employability Skills System .
idk they belajar n get some cert . okey lah . bf naq pakai . bye reader . takecare .
:)

2010-01-03T14:35:00.002+08:00

hello fellows .
bsk dah skola siot . OMG !
malu sak naq gy skola . takottt nyee !
i need someone to be beside me . aslam or ayun teman aku ah .
help meeeeeeeeeee please !
baby , after school must fetch me . oh ya , girlfriends i m changing no .
my old no. will be passing it to my brother cos his bill dah high
cos of me . muhahahaha ! sooo bad . so tmr after school i m
going buy a new no. sape taq gy skola naq tmn ? yokk ! hees .
okey , i m going to start a new school and making a new friends .
and ya , saturday aku taq sabar naq jumpe girlfriends aku siot !
naq hug . naq celebrate bdae mirah . wheee~ sayang , if i bring
my kwn ite boley ? hees . and dont forget i nid faris to b beside me .
can can ? okey lah . naq siap kan baju skola . hees .
wish me lucccckkkkkkk baby !:)

2009-12-30T14:12:00.002+08:00

hello people .

sorry if i nvr invite you .

somebody was reading my blog .

so whatever lah kan . okey people !

tmr is COUNTDOWN ! whee~

&&dont forget tmr i have to go to

my NEW sch which is ite west (Bukit batok)

early in the morning . boyfriend is following .

so people give me ur email . so that i can invite u .

2009-12-20T19:28:00.001+08:00

hello guys !
shazirah wont be bloging due to her lazynees
& sick of using the lappy . sorry .
takecare of urself :)
boyfriend is going off this tuesday .
going to miss hym alot .
sape2 yg naq dtg umah beep me .
pandai2 dpt no . okey ?
bye lovessss~

2009-12-19T15:40:00.002+08:00

hello .
so yesterday get my results . was so happy
naq nagis but i cried in my heart . get results
call boyfriend but he never pick up so called mother
so was proud . thank god . then call hym again get to know
he fail his main subject . i was so sad to hear that but he
did try his best that tyme . whatever it is he told me his
going to take the MQT on this 23 dec. i hope u do that
maths text betol2 . you still have tyme to study .
dont b too laazy . so took some cos . will post it later .
but hoping to get FOOD AND BEVERAGE or PASTRY AND BAKING .
well , what i can see is all the course is so merepek . hahah.
okey lah . have to go lah . byeee! :)

2009-12-17T12:54:00.002+08:00

hello people .
okey besoko N level results siot !
so gooodd luck to the ppl whose taking N level this year .
remember is at 2.30 ppl who havent paid their school fees
better pay today or tmr . if not no results . hahaa .
okey . hope i pass . naq masok good course .
still finding what course . haiyo .
okey boyfriend still not awake , now 3.35 already .
OMG ! darling call me lah dehh . hais . nvm liao . just wait .
:)

2009-12-16T00:18:00.003+08:00

hey peeps .
i have no mood to blog but nvm .
actually today was my great day .
but it turn to be a bad day .
what happen was his father call me
and scold me lyke hell . to me he scold me lyke
asking me to break up with faris . i m so heartbroken . (crying badly)
so i told hym not to meet me anymore . i m sorry .
i promise you sayang ape2 jadi i taq akan putos ngan u .
i sayang u sekali b . walaupun berape benci family u kat i
i tetap dgn u . i janji dgn sepetuh hati i .
okey have to go . i no mood . besok jumpe sabriena
she janji me she will cheer me up . its a must taw darl .
rindu lah kluar same kamu . (:

2009-12-13T14:37:00.002+08:00

hello hello .
so yesterday was boyfriend tournement .
he did not win but its okey he did tried his best .
after the match we go town and esp . haha .
rinduuhh siot gy esp ! tapi taq jmpe sape2 ah
tu yg bagos nye . after tat went home cos we are
so sleepy and bf whole body are in pain .
pity hym liao . so reach m'sia call his sister
get to noe they say kat tmpt drg jam . haiyo .
so go home take cab and bf walk home . hais .
so worried and mad until all hp stuff is with hym .
kecooh sak . so now i waiting fer hym to come . haha .
dont forget to talk abt friday . i slept at bf hse
cos mama never go hm but that thusaday i was at home
cos mama did went home so on that friday i sleep there. haha .
greek but sleepy . b4 goign his hse i was waiting fer hym to
fetch me i was so lapar go dapur i was a RAT ! lyke what the fcuk ah .
aku teros lari atas siot taq berani trn . naseb mataeh aku trs smpi . ahaha .
kecooohhh ! okey lah . naq tido i think . byee! :)

2009-12-10T19:10:00.003+08:00

hello bello .
hahah ! lame siot aku .
okey okey serious shazirah .
so today i get to meet bf i fucking happy .
one week didnt mit hym . lyke wtf ah .
so today i m home but not with family , they are still in spore
so i will be here ALONE for 2 or 3 days ! gosh! takoot siot .
hahha . heyy , it seems that EVERYONE had change right .
schools are over . everyone seems to do their on thing .
go different way . dont have anytime for eachother anymore .
hais . hey we are going different school and make a new friend .
so please make a day off and really really spent your guys time
with me without my boyfriend . please . hais . i really miss all the
laughter , the stupid jokes , the sadness and serious stuff we talk ,
the way we help each other . hais . all gone and wasted . lastly i want
to tell u guys , i will always love u guys even u guys have change and
you guys will always b in my heart and will be missed always . (:

2009-12-06T23:39:00.006+08:00

just misses ur hug and kisses darling .

hey ,
i miss bf alot . not going meet him for 1 week ?
and next 2 week is my result . tmr going to pay my sch fees .
hope papa will mean his word and meet me if not i will be fucking mad .
and going to fuck hym and scold mama and nenek so they can pay it up .
seriously , i want to see my results man ! tell me sape yang taq naq tgk ?
alamerk ! okey bf went to melake today and he brought a high cut shoe . lyke whatsoever .i hate hym alot ! nvm , his going borrow it to me i dont care . u will right b ? okey brought a book yesterday . i m going finish it by tmr . whee ~tinggal brape chapter jer . hey , how to upload a video frm the youtube to here ?hmm wondering . i want to upload a video song for hym . tell me asap . thnks .
nyte nyte !

2009-12-05T13:50:00.003+08:00

HEY HELLO !
today is saturday wont be going out .
cos bf is not here in spore . miss hym . haha .
alah dua hari jer taq dpt jmpe dah miss . haha .
so yesterday went to sentosa with my bitch .
tasha has to go cos the grandmother ask her to follow go geylang .
so meet kak bell and sabriena there . b4 that fetch neesah from her work place .
hees . reach there bf and us get change . neesah taq swim cos she cant . pity her .
well , i had so much fun cos bf is always with me . kak bell n sabriena swim kejap jer .
then have to go . haiyo . taq gerek ah . since semua da jalan kan left kite dua . bf and me
gy carik crab and udang . haha . gerek oit . after that went vivo meet neesah pass her stuff
and then we go far east have our dinner . NASI AYAM PENYET AGAIN . ahaha .
then we goo homee . trs tido . ahaha . pnt siot .
okey today plan is sit at home clean this hse so can go back in m'sia . whee ~
results is next two week . takottt ! father paying the school fees by monday .
hope he mean his word . bf i want u to follow !! okey have to go . internet pun dahh uat hal .
sabriena u change alot . nvm . i have no comment on u . neesah go out with me more

2009-12-04T23:05:00.002+08:00

hello .
well , i just read somebody blog .
thats so sweet of u . thanks . hey , dont cry okey ?
i will go out with u one of the day . maybe after results or anything ?
just make a date and i will see if i can make it on that day ke taq ?
i still treat u as my girlfriend even alot of ppl talk bad abt u i have just layan them .
and talk some bad stuff abt u . i m sorry abt that . i always look at ur blog or tagged
u are just doing fine and seems lyke u are doing fine with ur life so i back up and wont kacau
u lor . u seems making alot of friends right ? tell ur father i m doing fine . just tell hym
i have moved to jb thats why . one day i will meet hym okey . oh ya , countdown harus
jumpe ye . aku akan ade di flyers ngan bf . dier naq uat bende ah . haiyo . okey lah .
meet me tyme results . must hug me okey sayang ? takecare .

2009-12-03T16:23:00.002+08:00

hey hey .
i m all alone at home . family wont b home maybe . hais .
bf is not here yet . well , went down to cook some food
but in the end i cook my hand . its really painful .
tmr going to sentosa with gfs . i miss them trucksload .must enjoy with them
habes2 . its a must sial ! saturday will b at singapore home . have to paint and clean the hse .
been crying since just now . hais . my hand smell smelly sak . naq type pun taq ley kene tahan .
hope tmr plan taq hacur . i really wants to meet them . hope neesah gets her day off .
okey i m waiting fer bfy . and hand is hurting . i got to go now . byee .

2009-12-02T18:43:00.002+08:00

hello everyone .
sorry about yesterday post . haha .
well , today was lyke normal day . abit bored .
yesterday fought with bfy about that girl .
i seriously dont know lah why i hate u fiona . hais .
fiona oh fiona kenape lah aku benci kao sangat2 ?
taq pe lah . i m trying not to hate her that much .
must always ingat they are just friend nothing much .
okey my cousin are so notty at home . takot jer rumah ni ade bende rosak or pecah . hais .
okey have to go . bye . results count down 15 more days . good luck !

2009-12-01T21:43:00.002+08:00

hello everyone .
i m lazy too blog and i have no mood to blog too .
well , just wants to say i m not going use my shazirah92@hotmail.com
acct no more . will re update it when i wants to give u my second acct .
only my girlfriends no my second acct rtye ? sry .
:)

2009-11-30T10:24:00.004+08:00

hello .
since my 2 mthsry i was sick so yesterday
bf and myself went in spore to celebrate it.
we really had enjoy ourself and he belajer me alot !
wah ! sayang gue kaya lah siot . haha
okey results its going b coming out soon .
and i have not paid my school fees .
gosh , my fucking father always postpone it and
he always lied to me ! so i have to settle it by this or next week .
and girlfriends thats it is the last day we going meet eachother
but do do cnct and keep in touch with one another .
if u guys pindah , change fone no. or stuff pls tell me .
its a must okey . oh ya , faris and me had promise u guys we will last long ya.
we do keep the promise . we had found our MR n MRS right . i think and hoping so .
just pray fer us to b forever . thanks. meet u guys soon girls ! i really miss my girlfriend alot .

2009-11-27T08:22:00.003+08:00

morning everyone . haha!
okey firstly first . i want to wish SELAMAT HARI RAYE HAJI
to all my MUSLIM friends . okey today bf is going in spore for
raye he has to go cousin hse . so sad cnt enjoy with me today .
well , today i m watching movie .. whee ~ citer NEW MOON .
bf sad taq dpt ikot . haha . taq pe okey b next tyme jer .
so bsk naq klau ngan kawan kawan ku . mane drg taq reply msg aku !
oit reply oit ! aku naq tau plan . nie outing kene jadi kan . aku naq jmpe krg .
oh ya , i cant mit bf so much so i m going in to spore with mama sometyme or go in alone .
so i wont b bored at home miss hym that much . he and myself have to bare this .
yesterday talk with hym lyke we are going to broke up lyke that seyy . hahah .
we cry alot . actually we miss the past b4 i move here and stuff . nvm .
the main thing is me dah msk 2 mth and still going klau msk 3 mth plus jgn
naq mengharap aku akan lepas kan nie mamat siot . and i m really happy . finally i
get to fucking last long with my bf ehk gf . haha . dont b shock if i msk 3 or 4 mth okey ?
dah naq mandi . taq bagos pagi2 raye pki com . hahah . gy sembayang lahh .
okey lah . byeee . takecare .

2009-11-26T14:22:00.006+08:00

hello hello :)
firstly i want to say WELCOME BACK NEESAH !
meet you soon . saturday mau kluar perh ?
faris and myself missed you alot . naq kpo2 with ur ipod . hah .
hot pink siot . next i want to say my 2 mth with bf was a bit okey
the sad thing is i was sick and bf have to come by to take good care of me
today i m abit okey no fever only pening badly . i really miss singapore and
my fellow girlfriends . i really wants to meet them . guys do come here okey ?
oh ya , bf have cut his hair . lyke ah beng sak . haha . nvm . hansem siot dier .
results is lyke 22 days more . goshh ! takooot siot! i hope i pass yeah .
and good luck to other ppl .

ps: bby , i miss the old you . the old us . miss those msger u send to me everyday . hais .
i want that u back !

2009-11-12T22:41:00.003+08:00

hello everybody !
what happen today was abit fun .
well, where shld i start ? okey . woke up early in the morning at 5 .30
saw bfy msg . his awake so called hym . he told me dier da mandi .
that was so good and early . i love it .haha . so fetch hym and went to spore .
b4 reach to our place we fall asleep in car . hees . so abg drop us at yew tee .
get our breakfast at mac . oh ya , i want to tell u guys something about this to guys .
after eating i wanted to go to toilet saw this two guys was talking . the toilet doesnt have any
tissue so went back to bfy and get some tissue . went i wanted to go back to the toilet i saw this two guys again . one of the boy was lyke shock . how to say mcm nmpk hot babe g2 ah . abey kawan bottle dier jatuh then the kawan tgk2 kan aku jer . taq tutop mate siot . kwn dier da mcm blur . haha . klau krg kat sane dahh kekek rabak2 siot . bfy saw that . dier kat mac ketawe2 sendiri . haha . seriously sak funny rabak ! after that went to jrg east cos i brought new paper fer us to look fer jobs . so we see and get one place we interview and got it . they will b cmfming calling us . yeah baby ! mau keje !! after all this went back jb . my jb sims hilang . but i will update with u guys my no . (: so reach home bfy tidohh smpi kul 7.30 aku ? BERJIWANG sendiri . ahaha . tgk citerr sedih . hais . taq pe . aku sayang dier . he make my dayy . :)

untuk faris haiqal: b , thnks fer de whole day which we had spend everytyme . i did enjoy . but
i know i have hurt u alot same goes to u okey ? i hurt u its not bcos i want to its bcos i love u so fucking much . and i really want to last long with u . i m sorry bcos i dont let u meet fiona . i know u guys are just bestfriend but .. hais nvm . i just hope u understand my feeling . seriously ah b . i taqnaq sape2 kacau relationship kite . walaupun EX , BESTFRINDS , GIRLFRIENDS OR BOYFRIENDS . I cume naq setia ngan u , naq ngan u selalu . bsk i talk to u . i love u .
:))

2009-11-08T22:43:00.003+08:00

hello .
currently waiting fer bfy to go hm
and online . where are you sia ? haha.
okey today woke up very late arnd 12 plus g2 .
chat with sayang sabriena and aisyah . miss them loads .
today get to meet bfy sekejap cos he passing his ps2 at my adq .
then he has to go out . arnd 4 my family went out to new york and
had our lunch i get ayam penyet . whee ~
butbut kan sambal dier pehh cikit . lokek siott ! hhaah !
after that went to extra get some home stuff
and went back home . so bored . gosh . bfy just text and
say his not online . then what am i going do ehk ?
okey i miss my girlfriends alot ! where you guys !
i really want to meet u guys . badly .
tmr going in spore with mama and brother at 6 am .
meet bfy at there only. missing him already seyy . haha .
bsk i m going out with sabriena b4 that going to the interview .
darl , pls dont change ur mind . i really want to werk .
hard or not i dont care . atleast i have a job !
seriously , i m bored and i cant sleep .
what should i doo ? if bfy online can best . nie dier naq gy tgk movie .
AMAKKKKK~

2009-11-08T00:33:00.003+08:00

hello .
just came back home from spore .
well , when to airport to send neesah .
so bfy and me torn frm 10 plus until 6 am .
when bck home at ghim moh and went to sleep .
bfy was so sleepy cos at airport he was so hyper . i cant stop laughing .
he really make my day . iloveu . after that we went to vivo to have our dinner .
we were so the damm lapar and a a tee to use for today .
so today when to ngaji lyke normal . after ngaji i go and help my makciks to cook
for bfy class gathering at sentosa . so meet bfy and procced to sentosa .
i did have fun . i m glad fiona wasnt there . if not i will just get hurt more .
i dont know why i dont lyke fiona . mayb bcos they are rapat and they use to love eachother .
i m sorry . if my word hurts u . well, back to story we took pictures and we go mandi .
now i m at home feeling sleepy . so i naq tidohh . nytes semua .
ps:ppl yg suroh link later i link u okey . i really sleepy . i love you all . :)
shayang , i love you ! mama naq khawin ngan faris haiqal boley hari nie ? hees .
:)

2009-11-02T11:44:00.002+08:00

i love my bfy alot .
why must we always fight ?
i just dont want to leave hym .
he told me not to cnct my guys friend . yeah , i have stop .
how abt u ? cncting fiona . love ya ? as a friend ? ya , i know u guys are so called
BESTFRIEND . but why must u say love ya . u know i will read ur msg ryte .
now u have deleted her no . why ? i never asked u .
darl , i love u so much . pls b . i just want to b happy with me .
pls dont think i m mad at u . theres no point i m mad at u b .
i m so sorry okey . i m not going to think abt this again .
i m here with u and i want to be with u forever . wherever u going i want to b by ur side .
i mean it . hais . ur my soulmate dear . promise me we wont fight again . okey ?:(
okey reader i know this post is not fer u . well , today meeting girlfriends i hope they show up .
:)

2009-11-01T13:11:00.003+08:00

hello !
currently i m at my JB hse . hahah .
well , yesterday taqley tido seyy .
i think i m too happy thats why . mayb today pun taqley tido .
but nvm . i can text bfy cos buying p8 card later . whee~
i know u guys are thinking whose lappy i m using ryte ? hahah !
i m using mama's lappy . so today will be out whole day buy stuff and apply stuff .
tmr will be hm to spore . taq tau lagi naq aleq sini ke taq . its depeans on bfy .
if he werking i stay spore if his not i m going back jb .
to girlfriend meet me bsk . i want to go out with u guys bsk taw . text me loves .
dahh naq go outt . takecare peeps . rinnddduuuuu koorrannngggg ~
:)

2009-10-30T13:06:00.002+08:00

hello .
sweet couple are sick . fer two days .
well , now we are okey and meeting eachother. whee~
go i have pack all my stuff and moving this sunday or monday .
i miss my girlfriend so much
and yeah i m sorry cos taq dpt kluar ngan krg ehk .
okey next week bfy and me is going to this job interview so wish us luck .
okey have to help packing cos bfy otw to spore . bye
:)

2009-10-25T14:50:00.006+08:00

hello friends .
i m going to miss you guys . hais .
girlfriends and boyfriends i m going move JB this 1st nov .
im sending u guys a msg . yg org nvr get my msg i just read here okey ?

to my GIRLFRIENDS !
I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH !
whenever i m down , i nid you guys by my side you guys are always there.
thanks fer everything . i wont forget you guys . koranng tetap di ingati darripade org
disini ye . haha. well, i really miss our laughter , silly and stupid jokes and the kecohness that we had done together. remember this , even though i m attach with faris and
i will be hym always pls dont think u guys are not part of my heart . girlfriend , i will still go in singapore just to meet you guys okey . do still cnct me at msn ,fb ,tagged or here.
and i will give my malaysia number. is A MUST SIOT ! oh ya , sorry klau aku ade sakit kan hati krg ehk . sry loves . (:

to my BOYFRIENDS !
I DO LOVE YOU GUYS TOO !
thanks fer the laughter and the kecohnees . if i dont cnct u guys no more
is not tat i dont want . yes , i do want to but then i m attach and pls understand
i dont want my guy to get a wrong thought . well, if i did anything wrong or hurt ur feeling pls forgive me . i dont mean it yeah . (:

&& last no least , GIRLFRIENDS ! i want to enjoy with you guys this whole cmg week .
hell yeah , IS A FUCKING MUST OKEY . dont forget my hug and kiss .
muuuuaaaahhhh ! rinndduuuuuhhh koorraannggg ):

Love ; Shazirah

2009-10-25T04:36:00.005+08:00

hello peeps .
currently i m at bfy hse . not yet asleep hah . ngah teman bfy .
well , today was my one month anny .
so bfy happy one month yeah . i love you .
so today was my big day . so went to jb to meet bfy and his uncle .
then went and see my jb hse . we going move there next month yeah .
bfy is so happy . haha . i m happy too . well, the hse is big thats what i can say lah .
after that bring famliy to his house . makan and chit chat .
after that family went other place but i stay put & follow his family here and there .
arnd 5 plus we get to celebrate at jusco lame .so he belanjer watch movie .
otw hm i felt lyke puking and i was dizzy . so text mother asking me whether i can stay at hys hse or not .
well, the ans would be no . haha ! but then bfy mom help me and talk mother . i think she say okey .
haha . but then i feel totally paisey siot . nvm . but i did not do anything okey !
so bsk going home . takot jer ape2 jadi . hais .

to bfy : shanyang , i love you taw . ur my everything . i really want to last long with you .
bfy pls dont leave me okey ? thanks fer everything . no longer i m staying there . whee~
i can go date wih u everyday . haha . sorry fer the fight and hurts that i make .
pls just remember i love u only u okey ?
:)

ps: this post is fer 24 october 2009

2009-10-17T13:35:00.001+08:00

whee~
today is my birthday .
happy birthday to me . happy birthday to me .
happy birthday to shazirah . happy birthday to me ! .
wheeeeeee~
i m so sad . my left eye bengkak and
now i have to celebrate with my only right eyes .
bohuhh. nvm ! well enjoy today .
to ppl that wish me . thnks so muchh .
:)

2009-10-15T09:15:00.002+08:00

yesterday went out with neesah , aboi , putra , aris , fareed , attack .
was totally fun . so first we go makan then go grandlink for karaoke . but i did not get to karaoke cos i have to fetch attack and aris at city plaza . after karaoke proceed to esplanade
and took pictures , slack and play some card game . so went off from there at 9 pm and reach home at 10 pm . i m sad that i dont get to have fun with bfy yesterday but nvm today we can . yeah .

to neesah : i have a strong feeling we are not going and i have abit of feeling we are going . pening uhk babe . amak ! we no money sey . haiss . we really wan to go sey . sorry .

to my peeps : soorry kalau i upload the picture lambat . i will upload it no worries .
i dont know whats wrong with my USB . i m really sorry and pls wait okey . thanks .
:)

2009-10-14T09:32:00.003+08:00

yesterday was TOTALLY fun ! enjoy my whole day with bfy .
hoping this day come again . so went to town to find werk but then i m too lazy to ask
and all shop wants a full time worker . err! so we just walk from taka until raffles .
so text sabriena and ask where she is . so she told us she was otw to vivo city .
so bfy and myself plan was surprising her but then dapat tahu dier taq gy lah . Alamak !
hahah . so brought some donuts and seat at the shy park . well , lyke usual we see some ppl kissing hugging and stuff . haha . oh yar , dont forget i saw this couple . this mamat and this pretty minah . she not a minah ah . shes very pretty i can say . hees . the guy was making a love bite after that you what he did he took a picture of it . lyke WTH kan ?! and
i saw this boys naq step mane nye mat rep tapi taq jadi jack ! hahah .
so took alot of picture will upload soon . i guess . haha.
so otw home we text inferno and asked dier kejer taq . so she say yes
and we proceesd to anchorpoint naq kacau inferno . tgk kat KFC
taq nmpk dier so tanye org kejer dier . dapat tahu dier taq kejer lah . haiyo .
taq pe so jalan2 while jalan2 saw this kedai 'clubmarc' ade nie kakak
smile at me so told bfy abt it then he ask me to go try tanye ade kejer taq .
so i did asked . the kakak was TOTALLY friendly okey .
then dapat so now waiting fer their calls . whee~
otw home ex scandel called . bby was TOTALLY BINGIT
so we did fought and now we are okey .
neesah called and talk about sydney . haha . seriously they cheer us up .
thnks love . (:

2009-10-12T10:04:00.004+08:00

yes babeh ! 6 more day to my birthday
and i m 17 years old . wahahah !
cant wait for this day . wanna enjoy with my GFs n BFs !
wheeeeeeeeeeee~
:)

2009-10-11T21:28:00.001+08:00

i love you muhammad faris haiqal ! :)

2009-10-09T19:53:00.005+08:00

hello fellows .
i miss you all . lest blog (:

[today]
so today was bfy open hse . so wake up early and get ready .
told him i never go madrasah .
so first hse go bibik ana hse (ex maid )
was sesat otw her hse . i wanted to muntah cos i haven eat the whole day .
after that went to bfy hse . kecoh siot . all his relative was there .
uat malu jer . aku senyap jer seyy . dier taq de .
taq pe i noe he was busy . then went to my mom sch bestfriend hse
we were talking abt jb houses naq tgl sane kan . hees .
currently , i m chating and webcaming with bfy . i missing hym . aww .
bsk da taq skola . BORING ! :)

[saturday]
went out raye with my lovely gfs and bfs .
went to 4 hse and it was really happening
alots of laughter and jokes .
and we did karaoke .
whatever it is we did have fun .
did not fought with bfy on that day .
was so happy . haha .
oh ya, tasha i m sorry what happen to you .
hais .

[friday]
friday is the last day of school . is our graduation day
and we have to report school at 9.30 but thenn neesah and me were late . haha !
so reach sch took picture and watch the performance . hah . gerek siot .
will upload the picture later . after that we went down and eat .
after school neesah and me get change and go bugis , peni and far east . enjoy babe !
nessah shopping aku tgk kan jer . hahaha . bfy taq kasih mahh . taq pe lor . kene save duet .
bohuhu . ): hahaah .

[thursday ]

when out with hongkah peeps .
kecoh kecoh raye with them .
i did enjoy .
whee . neesah notty .
you know i know.

picture will upload soon . no worries .
so lmbt . (:

2009-10-06T22:19:00.002+08:00

. gosh ! i cant believe this .

whenever i did a plan mesti ade jer 3rd person kacau

unknown name you still dare to do this. wah .

this is my plan first . i invited you and your friend .

bcos i noe this is our last year together and wanna have fun together.

and this is what u did . making a new plan without inviting my NT peesps . wah .

a BIG thank you to you . i was shock when someone told me . err !

well , if you look down on us or what so ever just say so .

oh yar , see what happen tmr yeah . lets see whats ur ans to my question .

:)

2009-10-02T23:03:00.002+08:00

hello pees .
miss me blogging ? well , u must . hees . love.
well, currently i m chatting with my bby . wait , his not replying .
i guess his asleep. aww, bby is tried . good nyte sayang . i love you .
gosh , shazirah taqley nafas seyy . told bby he is worried ryte now .
dier takkot ape2 jadi . baby sayang , i will be okey .
i always get this pain . i m use too it . no point telling mama
or seeing a doctor . they wont believe me.
well, next week is our Nlevel and our last week of school .
going miss my peeps , my class mates all . hais .
the fun that we had , the fight and stuff . aww.
nevermind . must move on . okey bsk maybe going out raye .
but i noe sunday mesti kluar raye taw . mau collection .
mami shazirah wants her duet raye . mami haven give us .
hees . but its truth okey . i m sleepy . wants to sleep . later bby scold me
i sleep late . hees . okey lah nytes peeps . love ya all .
:)

2009-10-02T15:39:00.001+08:00

hello earth .
i m not going blog .
i will b blogging when Nlevel ends yeah .
so takecare .
to my sec 4 N 5 peeps .
good luck yeah .
:)

2009-09-28T19:13:00.037+08:00

hello peeps !
i miss blogging . wakaka .
so busy liao and too lazy .
well , i love bby and i miss hym soo much .
okey had a great tyme going out with ex bfy and peeps .
but cant get to talk to bby tat much cos he was too busy with his werk .
F1 mahh . busy rabak nya . taq pe . i understand .
well, today i heard that someone pukol bby then he fight back . hais .
taq pe not bby nye salah . i hope his okey . i m worried dear . sorry
if i marah kat you . i taq naq ape2 jadi kat u jer . hope u understand how i feel .
so this week meet baby all the way . we must study no play play or jokes .
next week is our last week of school and is our N LEVEL ! gosh !
then taq ya go school . weeee! mau enjoy with bby all the rest of the holiday and year .
bby last long yeah with me . you da promise . well , peeps jgn terperanjat
MAYBE i m moving MALAYSIA . lom cmfm lagi taw . okey now let the picture talk (:

2009-09-25T14:21:00.003+08:00

hello people .
gosh . miss blogging yeah .
well, wednesday went to JB with baby and cousin .
meet mami dier belanjer mamam . sorry taq abes .
taq sedap uh mami . oh i enjoy that day . gerek . naq gy lagii .
yesterday was bby bdae . happy sweet 17 sayang . i love you .
so meet baby at cmwlth and go home and get ready .
took bus to town and meet baby friend marzuki
went to ion , far east and caught a movie at 7
cite phobia2 . seram siot . baby ngan marzuki kecoh .
drg pekek2 and baby hold the popcorn smpi boley fly siot . ahaha. funny seyy .
after that ask bby to meet meat marina bay cos we wanted to go marina barrage
. while they on the way there i went and buy his bdae cake . at meet them there .
dpt tau taq de shutter bus . so have to walk .pnt siot . da smpi
trs light the candle and bring the cake to hym .we was so happy .
then told bby smtg .he almost cried but he tahan . so duduk and chit chat .
i pnt already seyy . haha . then marzuki told us last mrt kul 11 .45 kite da mcm sial uh
skrg da kul brape lencah uhk jln . so waited for the bus . lame seyy . ahhaha .
smpi 11 .44 . by tat tyme mrt da taq de uhk . kesian siot . so we stop somewhere .
and took bus 145 and stop at holland and took a cab . so reach home at 1am . lmbt siot .
but i pity them so must . they have to walk from my place to lakeside . lyke WTF !
sorry krg . hees . uat lagi next tyme . but tyme tyme aku da leyy ton . haha .
so today bby working at F1 . missing so much . dont menggatal okey . i love you .
bsk taq sabar siol . kluar raye with bdk2 bukit panjang rindu drg abes gyler . haha .
bsk mau enjoy ngan zaam . must he promise me . okey naq go down buy top up card . bye . dont miss me . muahh ! :)

2009-09-22T14:29:00.030+08:00

hello .
lets picture talk .

tina and fatin

shot 2 (father side)

first shot ( father side)

sa'dia and mother

shazirah and abid (best cousin)

watching tv . err! candid!

otp with bby

anak yang born year 1994 and 1989

mother and small brother

family

nenek and grandchild

selamat hari raya :)

btw , i miss baby alot bsk naq meet dier .
goo JB . jumpe mami and celebrate bdae bby in advance . i love u . okey lah .
:)

2009-09-20T10:04:00.001+08:00

hello to my muslim peeps .
shazirah wants to wish you all selamat hari raya .
if i did wrong tlg minta maaf ye .
btw , naq dtgg umah tag me or text me .
love you all . enjoy ur raye ppl .
:)

2009-09-18T22:51:00.002+08:00

rattna sayang

i want to wish this beautiful sayang a happy belated birthday
may your dream and wishes came true yeah baby .
sorry fer the late reply. (:

2009-09-17T22:19:00.005+08:00

i love you . i love you . i love you faris haiqal .
thanks fer everything you had done towards me .
i m going miss you soo much . due to both of us will be busy .
you are going be working and i will b collecting money hees .
baby , when u werk dont menggatal okey . your mine not others .
well baby . just take good care of urself . have fun with ur raye outing .
:)

doont forget i miss my babygerl FUCKING alots !
sabriena shermann !

2009-09-16T19:48:00.007+08:00

hello ! hello ! hello !
lets blog ! well , this will be a long one yeah . wahahah !
sorry if you feel sleepy kalau bace ye .

kak shana and abg wan

so firstly i want to wish happy birthday to my wonderful beautiful
going to be my sister in-law . wahahah ! I LOVE YOU SAYANG ! :)

so yesterday was my CPA paper . i cant did it . the graph is very hard to do .
after exam went to tasha's crib to take stuff and went home . waited fer bby call .
so waited until 4 or 5 then we went out . well , i look superduper hot ! thanks to tasha .
well , meet her sister , bf and their friends at geylang there to celebrate bby sister birthday . i was so shy. hees . then went to posb to take out money
and saw this cake shop so brought two piece of cake for bby sister . sedapp .
then we go and have our dinner . bby treat . next tyme i treat okey . (:
after we had our dinner we walk around the place and thinking were to go .
so bby told kak shana i wanted to play pool .so everyone went . but taq dpt to bad .
so try to go to grandlink nye . so bby and me took a cab while the rest took the bike . err .
so we reach first . so we went down then saw this group of mamats repp . irratating betol !
bby hot temp jer psl drg tgk2 kat i . but i cold hym down .hees . so the rest have came so
we wen and ask but is full . so taq jadi . kak shana naq karaok but i dont want . i told bby to lawan me maen kerete . so bby and abg wan okey go uh . jadi kak shana , abg wan , bby and me kiter lawan . first game i won i m the first . but second round i m the third but nvm . bby get first . hees . abg wan mcm yeye jer pro . tapi taq win . aww . so sad . hees .
after all this we wanted to go off cos i have to b bck by 10 . so it was 9 plus . while waiting fer this two couple i saw my EX ; SALMAN ! he was winking at me but i did not know that was hym . i say to myself siak uh gatal pe . but then he came nearer i lyke noe hym so i jump to hym . i was so happy . but bby and kak shana was lyke ape nie ? lyke terperanjat uhk . hees . then we salam and all .. erm , guess what ? kak shana kiss me . aww so sweet . hees . so we wanted to take mrt hm but baby was lazy so took the bus and drop behind my blk . in the bus was madness . i did enjoy with baby . then bby send me infornt of the door and i asked bby to stay jap . so we lepak outside cos family naq tido . we talk2 abt my ex salman . cos we mcm taq suke and i told hym i was happy . but nvm everything are okey now .

so todayy , wasss greatttt ! didnt went to school due to my lazyness .
so asked bby he want me to go JB and meet hym . he say he naq .
so meet hym at jrg east and we send his small sister to school .
then we procced to JB . gerek ! da smpi sane he drove his car
and we went to jusco . so walk2 and had fun . after that otw to his hse .
we stop somewhere near his crib . so i told hym i wanted to drive pls teach me .
so he let me . gerekk abes siot ! so i drive until his hse . then i told hym i want to drive
again but he say no next tyme . then i say okey lor . hahah . so went to his hse . mami was catting the room and sister was baking cake fer raye . bau nya sedapp rasa naya pun seddap taw . hees . after all this we went back to singapore . but not hym only me .
coss he has to patah balek and he only get to send me half way . soo sad .. aww .
besok naq meet baby lagiiiiii ! aku makin cintakan dgn faris haiqal taw ! hees .

btw , to my muslim peeps .
selamat hari raya in advance.
kalau aku ade buat salah kat korang
harap dimaafkan ye . jumpe korang
asap yeah ! love yaw ! :)

2009-09-12T10:39:00.002+08:00

hello earth .
good morning yeah peeps .
yesterday was my superduper wonderful day with baby .
so what happen was woke up late due of watching Korea movie until late night nyte
with mama . hees saddening taw . hhah. bck to the woke up part .
so woke up and bath and lean my room. so messy . hees . after that wait fer bby .
his so late . so study abit while waiting . so arnd 3 he reach my place .
so asked hym to meet me outside my crib and put his beg at my crib .
after that we proceed to shop and save and brought everything that we need to cook .
after that reach home we study jap . jap jer taw cos of hym uh . err .
so i was talk to hym about working so i take the lappy and show hym this website .
to find a part time job .so we talk and talk . and he taq abes2 kacau shazirah taw .
benci sangat2. hees .

so arnd 5.30 we started to cook . b4 that we prepare all the thing that we need .
so the first thing that we cook is fried rice . secondly we cook mini epok epok . cute siot .
thirdly we cook the fish fillet then lastly cook the cheesy hotdog . kecoh abes taw .
oh yar , we did ask mama to go home at 7 and yes she did go home at 7 . wth kan . haha .
so buke tyme . we ate everything until it finish . and auntie and mama give so comment on the food .
its a good comment not the bad one so okey lah .btw , i have a totally great meal . ajak sabriena
dier taq naq you miss the meal babe . nvm . next tyme yeah . so after eating all .
we go for prayer . after our prayer we watch this movie in the room citer "the ramen girl"
watch half way jer . after that auntie wants to go home so salam all lah . then mama say duduk luar
then i ask mama to continue the Korea show . so mama , bby and me we watch but mama say she taq fhm so tuka citer . anrd 9.30 bby wants to go home so i send hym to busstop and waited for bby bus .
his bus has reach so i went home then sleep . btl2 penat siot ! haha.
so yeah baby , thanks so much yeah . i wont for get all the memories i had with you .
its a wonderful memories to me . thanks so much . i really love you honey . (:

sapp! today ggoing out with kak bel and peeps . celebrating kak bel birthday .
sorry kak bel i never buy anything for you . totally sorry . iloveyou .
:)

2009-09-09T13:27:00.000+08:00

hello earthh .
just now was my english paper 1& 2 .
it was okey . i can do it . but when i m doing my paper 2 half way fall asleep . shit sak . err!
later i m going geylang with my girlfriendsss!

to my sayang all : sorry if i marah or bingit2 at you all . i wasnt myself this few days .
i really have no mood . so pls do me a favor .
if you guys want to cnct me just call me .
dont text me . i wont be replying yeah .
just to let you guys know that i really love you all soo muchh yeah . so takecare peeps . i hope you guys understand . good luck for your N level and selamat berpuase . (:

to my reader : i wont be updating that much . sorry ! (:

ps:dont miss me yeah! :)

2009-09-08T15:27:00.000+08:00

hello earth .
i have no mood from morning until now .
maybe i too sleepy yeah . well, i will update it tmr then .
takecare lovers .

ps: i want to eat mac and watch movie can mama ?
*iloveyoufarishaiqal. :)

2009-09-07T22:19:00.002+08:00

ishh ! what is this man ? tyme puase dosa taw uat niek . notty .

hello .
today was my malay paper 1 and english LC 'N' LEVEL . Went out so early due to not being late . so baby called me and teman me until i reach school but i saw not alot of ppl came so waited outside school and talk to baby . arnd 7.20 masok skola . carik bdk2 they all were outside HOD room . kecoh sey . so DM asked to seat in index no . so yeah we did it . it took so long . haiyo . so went to the hall. ngah takot sey . masok hall carik my table . duduk jer da mcm shaking seyy . takoot rabak . so did my paper properly . taq cukop tyme sey . 30 min only .haiyo . taq pe . i did my best . after tat text baby asking hym to meet me at Jurong East inter . so we waited for me while we otp . reach already proceed to kedai gmbr . so print some picture to put in my wallet . hees . after tat meet tasha and adlin at IMM . we did smtg there only four of us noe then we go our own way . so walk2 with baby . and kacau dier . i was so mad bcos i was soo sleepy . so sorry baby if i marah2 or bingit2 kat u . i love u okey . then went under the blk near IMM tido jap . baby kacau so taq dpt tido uhk . so went back to IMM to get the free bus going to jurong east inter . hees . then walk arnd to find my fone batt . tapi semua mahal . taqpe lah . then baby sent me to busstop . so waited for 198 .it was so long . but then reach school early . meet tasha there. drg taq abes2 kacau seyy . btw b , you want to know what they buy ? they buy the boom tuh . err !

so next paper start at 2.30 but we have to be in class at 2.00 . so waited for the exam to start and hearing this slow music make us fall asleep . haiyo . so did my LC . it was easy . i really hear it and do it . i dont want to fail my Nlevel . seriously . after that asked baby come my hse to lepak jap . but then mama go home so asked hym to stay for buke . haha . kesian dier . mama ask alot of thing . then mama ask hym to sembayang . he did . sooo good . mama never comment about hym . so i think mama likes hym . hahah . good lah . so friday baby cmg again . kite naq uat special for mama . his going to cook and i m going to help hym . muahahah ! this tyme baby dont malu2 okey . just make my family lyke ur family okey dear . today was my another fun and enjoyable day with baby . thanks so much . i love you . btw , sabriena AKU RINDU KAO RABAK SIOT ! aku naq kluar ngan kao . rindu rabak rabak sak syg . hais . miss the twins . haha ! you noe i noe . err !
:)

PS: to my cousin qeelia ,
yes , to you his ugly . every guy that i kenal2 or my guy is ugly . yes , no one is prefect . i dont care if my guy or friend is ugly on the outside . but in the inside they or him is a lovely , caring , love hearted person . as long as i love hym . like you use to say dont judge by its cover . judge but its inside . da i love you always . you shld know me qeelia . :)

good nyte . naq sleep .
btw , baby are you home ?
text me if you are .
i m really sleepy . cant wait for you .
sorry . iloveu.
:)

2009-09-06T13:43:00.002+08:00

hello reader .
so what happen yesterday was TOTALLY BORED!
after i switch off the lappy i went to sleep .
penat rabak sey . so woke up at 4 plus .
text baby . but he nvr reply so just wait lor .
arnd 5 plus farhain came . so she seat there only .
she never talk to me tat much . she diam aje seyy .
amak ! pendiam uhk ko . must talk . dont diam . hees .
i wanted to talk to her but i was blank and i was otp with baby . hees
so arnd 6 plus , my auntie and family came .b4 tat i help mama
get ready for the food and stuff . tyme buke we had alot of food
lyke dengdeng , lontong goreng and more lah . taq ingat haha .
after eating baby called me and last long friend go home
cos she have to go JB with family . so talk to baby and his batt low .
so sad . after that send auntie home . tot of going IMM . but taq jadi pasal
da lmbt sangat . nvm . oh ya , yesterday ask mama . after N level can i go
JB with my friend and she asked who ? girl or boy ? then i say with his family .
she say no taq ley cos mama takot dier taq anatr shazirah alek and mane tau dier
kip nap shazirah gy KL ke . i was lyke MA, JGN MEREPEK UHK SAK . err !
so baby , i m sorry okey . i cant go ur place . hais . mama dont trust us lah .
haiyo . b , you try ask mama uhk on friday . hees . talking abt friday ,
baby coming my hse and buke with mama all . haha . wish you luck . dont shy shy okey .
i love you so much .

so today went to madrasah pernormal . get to know there only 2 of my boyfriend
and i was the only girl there . err! buat penat jer gy . haiyo . so today i m
going to JB with mama and my auntie . kul 4 . lmbt siot . planning of meeting
baby . but i cant cntct hym when i m there . soooooo sad . hais :( nvm liao .
we will try . okey shazirah ngah lapar niek . tadi taq bagun sahur lagi seyy .
haiyo . okey naq on the phone ngan baby . dier da bising niek . err !
sabar lah sayang . hees . i love you taw . okey bye lover . takecare .
shazirah sayang korang korang taw ! btw, bsk my N level seyy . wish me luck .
and lastly .

i lovvveee yoouu haaiiqqaall !
:)

2009-09-05T08:55:00.006+08:00

hello fellows .

Birthday gerl ; aisyah sayang .

her birthday present .

first i want to wish happy sweet 17th birthday to my sayang aisyah .
gue sayang kamu sangatsangat . thanks fer being there when i nid you .
sayang , may your wish come true and hope you pass your O's yeah . muahh!

oh well, yesterday was my greater day ever . gerekk siot .
so school was like normal . slack never study .
PE time play the same game . but tis tyme my team taq win uhk . nvm .
so after school meet baby . before that the girls went to kedai hp .
jual hp yg adlin jumpe tuh . hees. each person gets $50. gerrek peh . hah .
after that baby reach bouna vista so went home cant teman my sayangs . sorry babes .
so meet baby under my block . i ajak hym lepak at my crib .
so we lepak and use the lappy.
and we talk2 and laugh . arnd 4 plus i siap then we go out . otw to mrt we
brought something for aisyah . hope she lykes it . so we took the train and
proceed to bugis . while waiting the rest to reach we went to the makan shop
which is victory beside the zamzam to book the place . but get to know taq ley . grr !
so baby and me seat there waiting for them . so we are bored so took some picture .
suke seyy baby .

one family; aisyah bfy (father), aisyah brother(anaknye), aisyah(mother) LOL!

then yg laen da smpi . so order lah the fooood ! da lapar taw kite .hees . only baby know
how lapar i am .hees . while waiting for buke amir , nas and baby kacau orang je .
binget jer . haha . so a few min tyme for buke so we eat lor . i share food with baby . sweet kans . hees. i know . haha . after eating all , i was planning with baby to go esp . but the semua taq naq .
taq geek uh krg . hees. so we plan to go to the bazar there . mendak siot . so we go geylang uhk .
da smpi geylang jer masok bazar semua da bising panas . amak ! geylang kan krg . fahamfaham lah .
so we walk2 then went to mac just to seat and eat ice-cream . the sweet part i suap baby . hees .
suke taw dier . after eating ice -cream semua balek left baby and myself . aww so sad . so we walk
abit at the bazar then baby plans want to lepak outside my house so we took bus 7 and drop at city hall .
and change to 111 but we didnt get it due of we missed the bus . haiyo . otw home in the bus we chitchat
until i fall asleep . sorry b , klau you bbual i taq dgr . i da pnt rabak seyy . so reach home but mama haven sleep so told baby i m sorry i cant lepak with hym . so i salam hym and give hym a kiss .aww .
masok umah teros call baby but he never pick up . so he called me back . so teman hym until ayah came .
then we put down the phone cos i was the fucking penat uhk . baby pun da suroh tido . so tido liao . b4 tido i send a long msg to baby . hees . but he nvr reply . sooooo bad uhk baby . so thats all .
here is the rest of the picture .

waiting for the train at bouna vista .

my sayang; aisyah and myra

aku sayang dorang okey ?

the ladies .

the guys feat birthday gerl .

sorry blurr . haha .

picture on the way home

so today is saturday ryte . i did not wake up for sahur again . too lazy .
now a day i malas want to wake up for sahur seriously . idk why .
so today no ngaji mayb . mama never say anything . so will be seating at home
and wait for baby msg or call . oh ya , today buke with makcik and my old friend , farhain .
aku rindu dier siot ! hees . ajak baby but he nanaq . he malu naq meet mama . taq pe lah .
next tyme okey hunn ? okey i want to mandi now . will blog about what happen today tmr yeah .
love you all reader but

I LOVE MUHD FARIS HAIQAL MORE !
LASTLY , I WILL BE YOUR SAYANG FOREVER BABY.

2009-09-03T14:22:00.004+08:00

hello peeps .
today school was totally bored . ggrr !
neesah didnt came to sch .due to her sickness . heees .
get well soon babay . well , faris darling help me to top up
$5 . whee . thnaks . now i can text him . hees . bored taw taq
dpt text dier . rase mcm rindu g2 . haiyo . besok meeting hym again .
whee . bie , naq go where seyy ? naq buke mane ? kedai kopi uhk ? which
has alot of food . naq taq ? cheap . i no money sey . hees .
okey N lvel is next week . gosh i m not ready sey . haiyo . must do
betolbetool . i have to pass my N level and get to ITE .
well , today get my malay results . yeah beybay gue pass siot!
haha ! go i have ntg to blog . wait till tmr . much love shazirah .
:)

SUMPAH I LOVE YOU ; MUHAMMAD FARIS HAIQAL BIN *****

2009-09-02T22:31:00.000+08:00

hello reader !
well , yesterday was soso bored .
wake up bath and clean the hse . but something cheer me up
my brother lappy . get to be online and get to webcam with fadli and wan joker .
wee . they cheer me up . but mama ask me to switch off and paint the door . err !
nvm . i did . so yesterday buke nasi ayam penyet ! gosh . taqde bende laen ke naq makan . hais .
after that all the way text scandel sayang and fadli . then fall asleep . penat rabak sey .
lepas buke jer dapat rest . haiyo . hees .

well , today gerek dokk !
i get my prelim papeer . well , this is my results .
CPA paper 1 : 35 over 60 . CPA practical : 49 over 50 . english paper 2 :34 over 60 .
maths paper 1 : 23 over 50 . maths paper 2 : 27 over 50 . science paper 1 : 15 over 40 .
science paper 2 : 13 over 60 . haha ! waiting for my EBS , english paper 2 and my malay paper .
hope i pass yeah . so after sch went to meet my sayang faris at my place . so lepak at blk 15 .
so alot of unknown bdk2 walking . haiyo . nvm . did took picture but alone cos he malu lah . haha .
after that plan wanting to send hym to jurong kesian dier dtg my place so i send hym to jurong liao .
so told hym lah that i want to go IMM padahal naq sent dier . but we did went to IMM . kecoh .
we kacau eachhother rabak2 . we were using school uniform and we uat kecoh . issh! notty kite . haha .
after tat we took the mrt cos i have to go bb and he have to go lakeside meet his ayah . heees.
so he call me trs went i took my train . lyke mataeh lyke that . hais . so talk to hym all the way .
tyme buke eat mutabak only . then mama , auntie and myself went to ION . frist tyme babe ! haha .
so ask sayang call mama's hp . haha . so talk to hym . kecoh2 . hais . best siot .
well , i missing hym already seyy . nvm . he draw me something . going paste it on the wall soon . haha . cant stop thinking of hym lah . bie , i da mcm you siot . haiyo . bacen betol you ! taqpe bacen bacen tetap sayang . haha. okey i m going sleep now . takecare .

PS : am i in love with hym ? GOSH ! this cant be happening . nvm .
what i noe his the best of the best mah . bie , i love you . hees .
meet you friday okey . muahh ! :)